I woke up and my wife and had already gone to work so I was alone in the house. My arms and lips were numb so i realized something was wrong with me. I walked into the bathroom and saw my lips were sort of blue and knew that wasn't good. But, at least I hadn't gone unconscious yet. I'm not one to just give in to fear in near death situations because it isn't my nature to do that. So, I was going to live through this if I had anything to do with it. So, I stayed calm and walked into the living room and called my son on a land line to come get me to take me to the hospital in his car. As I sat in the living room the angels came for me.
I thought I was dying and they were going to take me away so I prepared in my mind for death. But, they surrounded me and said in unison. "You aren't going to die now! Your life is going to get better"
They kept saying this over and over again in unison likely about 9 of them surrounding me. It is very euphoric to be around angels any time by the way. So, I felt a mixture of elation (to be around them) concern that I was dying and wondering what came next. After they changed the cells in my body so my body's cells believed what they had said was true they started to fade out after convincing all the cells in my body of their angelic truth. At that point I realized I should go outside and talk to my neighbor who was a locksmith. So, I talked to him telling him my son was coming to take me to the hospital and what I was experiencing. My son showed up and we went to the hospital to the emergency room (I didn't want to go in an ambulance because my father had died in an ambulance on the way to the hospital over 10 years before this).
So, I went to the hospital and told the doctors the angels had come to me and what they had said, "The doctors and nurses said seeing angels in near death experiences is quite common among human beings so I was quite comforted by this thought.
But, the doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with my heart (and didn't for 8 months time).
This was around September 1998 when I went to the emergency room and it wasn't until May 1999 that my doctor (heart specialist) told me that he had finally figured out what was wrong all that time.
He said, "Your very lucky, most people who have a heart virus are dead within the first few months and it never gets diagnosed except by an autopsy."
"By some miracle you survived it anyway without us knowing what it was these last 8 months time."
"Most people die because when they pass out because their heart can't pump enough oxyten to keep them conscious they panic and if they panic even once they die!"
It is my belief that the angels allowed me to never panic as I passed out over and over again on the floor or the couch or wherever I was for around 3 or 4 months time.
My wife insisted I retire and if I hadn't I would be dead now. This is reality 101 folks.
If I hadn't listened to my wife and if we hadn't been able to do this financially I would be dead now.
But instead, the angels were right "I didn't die and my life got better". God gave me the leisure to
Practice". So, that is what I have been doing since 1998 and 1999 so far.
So, though God almost killed me he also saved me once again.
This is why it is important to never panic and to stay calm and to listen to the angels because they are always right.
If you can be around babies without them crying when you walk into the room then angels can be around you too.
By God's Grace
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