Why did I name my site intutiivefred888?

In 2007 when I opened this site I wanted to concentrate on how God had saved my life many times during my life over and over again and to share my gratitude to God for this as a blessing to all mankind.

In 1998 in the fall I was in Stanford Hospital next to Stanford University in the Bay Area of California. There were about 60 people in pre-op and some looked like they were preparing to die if that happened on the operating table from heart operations. I resolved at that time that if I survived the heart procedures I would endure that day (an angiogram) (which was okay) and (electrical heart stimulation) (which was hell to endure) on many levels, that I would start a blog (they weren't even called that yet in 1998) and write of how God had saved me and all the things God had done for me during my life.

So, after this experience by May 1999 I hadn't died and my heart specialist told me that by the process of elimination he had realized I had had a heart virus. He told me I was very lucky because most people die of heart viruses. They don't even live long enough to be properly diagnosed like I was.

For me, when I was going to pass out over and over again from my heart not being able to oxygenate my blood enough no matter how fast I breathed I was able to not panic. I had been taught a disconnection meditation by Tibetan Lamas in the U.S. and India and Nepal which allowed me not to panic. Because when you panic while passing out from a heart virus you will die the first time you do this. So, not panicking is very very important or you die the first time you pass out.

Luckily, both the disconnection meditation as well as having had whooping cough at age 2 helped me not die. However, later my dermatologist didn't want me as a patient anymore because his young cousin who was in his late 20s had died of a heart virus so he didn't want me to be his patient because I reminded him of his young cousin's death.

So, I survived and many others did not. That year I was the only survivor of a heart virus then in 1999 that I knew of in California.

So, intuitivefred888 is a name to denote my connection with God who has been there my whole life.

So, God has gifted me or else I would have died many many times already. The intuitivefred is who I have always been. The 888 is because I studied Tibetan Buddhism which denotes the 8 fold path to end the suffering of all beings in the universe in the past, present and future and to bring them to bliss and enlightenment.

Also 8 is a symbol of infinity and so triple infinity denotes "Father Son and Holy Spirit" or "Brahma Vishnu Shiva" or "Buddha Dharma Sangha".