Heal yourself through writing whether you ever share it with anyone or not

Of course you have to maybe lock some things you write in a safe or something like this too if you do this.

Another option is to write it and then burn it as a process to burn away past awful experiences.

Some things are helpful to share with some others and some things likely should never be shared with anyone.

But, processing your traumas is important to live a long life.

People in other countries are often as stoic as my parents and grandparents were and often this shortens people's lives a lot too.

My mother's statement about the 30s and 40s was "Do what you can and the rest Can"

In other words "Can it, stuff it!"

But, when you stuff things they tend to fester and make you sick or. you die from something like Cancer or something.

So, letting it out with yourself to yourself like writing something down and. then burning it sometimes will free you from that trauma to a greater or lesser degree.

Imagine how crazy it was for me to not be allowed to tell relatives or friends about my concussion or night time seizures caused by this concussion. Imagine how crazy that was in my life.

I was an A Student and then because of the seizures I wasn't in my Junior High Days because I was having seizures at night and thinking I was going to die from 10 to 15. But, because my mother didn't tell me what was happening I was mostly ignorant of what was happening at night because she said I was having nightmares which was true but they were nightmares resulting often in seizures from 10 to 15. By the time I was 12 I was more aware what was going on and felt like God was killing me slowly and I wondered why God was killing me slowly.

Then finally I asked God to come into my body with me so I wouldn't die and this worked. When I asked God to always live in my body with me my seizures stopped that same day and never returned.

But, having God live in your body is very different than being a normal human being too.

Supernatural events are taking place all the time and you are aware of unbelievable things all the time that others are thinking whether you want to be aware of it or not.

It took me to age 30 to 35 to be comfortable with God living inside my body and at this point I became a blessing to all mankind because of this God State of Being.

By God's Grace 

Only when both my father and mother had passed away did I feel it was okay to reveal what had happened to me in my life.

My cousin who is a very successful lawyer said to me because he didn't understand: "How could you survive your life as a victim like that?"

I said to him: " I never saw myself as a victim and manipulated every thing in my life to my advantage at every single point."

He looked at me and realized I had never been a victim and said, "I guess if you never saw yourself as a victim then you were never a victim!"

Our family are very strong people who settled this country since 1725 when 6 brothers from Switzerland came to Philadelphia through England on a ship up the river to Philadelphia. We have been settling this country ever since.

So, imagine just how tough we all had to be to do this and to survive it all.

None of us are victims. We survive anything!

By God's Grace