I think it's important to realize that Trump and Musk are eliminating about 800 million people by their actions already by 2050

 How do I feel about this?

I think it's awful. That is my honest opinion.

However, the paradox is that this elimination of 800 million people by all their present actions also prevents human extinction between now and 2095 somehow too.

Why does it do this?

I have only conjecture at this point simply because God only shows me about 10% of the future because I'm here mostly to prevent human extinction. So, when I share what God shows me I can share this with you and you will know what to do with this information. At age 76 I'm emotionally not prepared to deal with this other than being a mouthpiece for God saving the Human Race from potential extinction this century.

What do I presently think about all this?

I am aware we are dealing with an extreme paradox of life or death for the human race and I have many different feelings about this.

On the one hand I know that enlightenment is based upon kindness both towards others and towards oneself.

On the other hand there are harsh realities like "There are only so many people that the planet can support on it's surface and we went over that in the early 1800s".

So, after we reached 1 billion people in the early 1800s it was inevitable that we would reach the untenable position the human race is in now.

It's sort of like you just invited starting (in the 1800s) 8 billion people to your party and now you have to send 7 billion of them home before they burn down your house from being drunk and stoned before dawn.

This actually says it all.

How does this happen without ending all human civilization in the process?

That is the 8 billion dollar question right there.