But, it's also been happening since I was a child. As a child I would walk by people on the street on the sidewalk and just by walking by them coming the other direction I would know they would be dying within 2 weeks and I would pretty much faint on the grass after passing them because I was only a child and dealing with death as a child is sort of impossible to do this in any useful way. Until you are an adult you just are too young and immature to deal with the concept of the death of another human being in any useful way. This is why in our culture here in the U.S. Death is mostly hidden from us.
But, this isn't true in other countries. Watching your relatives and friends die is something very common in the rest of the world. Imagine being a child in Gaza since October 7th when Hamas raided Israel and killed thousands and took hostages (some of whom are being returned lately).
But, imagine being a child watching your family starving to death or being blown up in buildings and all the buildings you knew blown up by Israeli troops.
Anyway, the point is that seeing death as a child coming to someone if you are an intuitive is sort of horrific in a way a child cannot deal with usefully.
Why did God do this to me?
He was training me to help keep the human race alive and not go extinct. This is why I was born mostly to help keep the human race alive ongoing and to not go extinct.
This is how God always trained me.
By God's Grace
I realized I wanted to share with you how difficult sharing the future with anyone can be.
This is one of the most difficult things I have had to deal with in my life since 1998. I was thinking I might die in fall of 1998 but the angels came to me to tell me that: "You aren't going to die! Your life will get better now." The angels kept saying this to me until every cell in my body believed them. this is one reason why I'm still alive today.
By God's Grace
However, on Thanksgiving in 1998 we were at my wife's mother's house with her stepdad and her mother.
And because I'm clairvoyant I could see her mother's aura and because of the way her mother's aura looked I knew she would likely be dead within 6 months. And I was right.
However, then I was left with a problem of whether to tell my wife or not that her mother was dying as there had been no medical diagnosis yet. I finally realized it was worth the risk of telling my wife of her mother's impending death in case there was some way to save her mother's life.
Unfortunately this was a big mistake.
Because my wife got hysterical and started beating her hands on my chest until I had to grab her arms to stop her from hitting me. She finally calmed down and told me I couldn't tell anyone else about this and that it wasn't true.
However, it was true.
I had just told my wife the truth 3 months before doctors diagnosed her with small cell lung cancer. So, I was right about what I saw in her mother's aura that she would be dead within 6 months time.
I saw she was going to die on Thanksgiving 1998 and she died in April of 1999.
This is just how strange seeing the future can be for someone like me.
It isn't easy to know what to do with this kind of information ever.
So, I pray a lot to do what God wants me to do with this information.
By God's Grace
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