I don't do disappointment very well. I had to learn this about myself to stay alive. However once I learned this lesson my life was okay again. But, it wasn't until my mid to late 20s that I fully discovered how to be an opportunist.
However, I had been dating since I was 15 and President Kennedy was assassinated. And the funnies thing about dating was that I started dating because I didn't want to die a virgin. But, the other funny thing is that I was a "technical virgin until I was 21 because I was raised very religious. However, that didn't stop me from spendning nights with girlfriends by the time I was 16 years old because I had a 21 year old girlfriend when I was 16 then.
note: (it was only after AIDS that people were as concerned about boys or girls not dating someone as young as 15 when I was growing up and I was 16 in 1964 and AIDS didn't happen until the 1980s. So, I met many girls who were living with a guy 35 or 40 when they were 15 years old because of problems with their families they grew up in.
So, me dating someone 21 at 16 wasn't uncommon in 1964 and girls living with men 20 to 50 years old when they were 15 wasn't uncommon either then.
So, I think being successful dating girls moved me towards being an opportunist in economic ways too. I was always tall and handsome (especially between 15 and 45 years of age. Even at 45 I looked 25 so that was nice in some ways too because I jogged 1 to 5 miles a day to stay fit as long as I could.
So, learning to be an opportunist rather than planning my whole life out was hard at first for me to make full sense of this.
Part of the problem was that my cousin 5 years older than me wanted to be a lawyer from the time he was 12 and always loved doing this. Then he got a full scholarship to USC and also to NYU Law School and even has had cases now before the Supreme Court of the United States.
So, his level of focus I didn't know what to do with because that wasn't me at all.
So, my early 20s in college were okay but finding ONE career I wanted was very hard for me. Finally in my late 20s I got a Contractors license from the State of California but I realized being a building contractor was too hard nosed for me.
But, what I did learn about myself was that I loved owning a business and making my own hours and being free to travel if I planned things right while owning one or more businesses.
So, I found my niche as a businessman owning one or more businesses in my late 20s and early 30s. This worked for me because I never liked working for other people at all except for my father when I was growing up.
People were always trying to screw financially the people that worked for them and I knew this and wasn't happy about this. So, not only were you being underpaid for what you were doing you were also hassled a lot by the assholes you worked for.
I was never a stupid employee either like many people were. I saw right through all their bullshit always right away. So, I realized the moment I took a job just how I was getting screwed financially. And I didn't like it.
So, owning businesses always worked best for me and served me well. The other thing that served me well is I decided never to have a mortgage on a house or land and kept that agreement with myself until I retired because my wife and I own a much larger business now but all our loans are paid off so everything we have is free and clear. We did this because we saw Trump might get in and do exactly what he has done to screw everyone on earth financially and kill a lot of people through starvation worldwide too.
As a precognitive intuitive I can tell you that most people that die before their time likely will die of starvation the rest of this century mostly caused by Global Climate changes. This is presently a given.
This is why there is only 1 billion or less people still alive on earth by 2100AD.
So, by making me an ultimate opportunist God showed me how to live my life in the moment in these eternal moments of Zen ever since where you can be in the right place at the right time all the time the rest of your life.
By God's Grace
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