If you don't people often just become road kill to other people's realities.
This is observable if you have the time to observe it.
When I realized I didn't need to die before age 25 I had found a psychology Today Magazine. Neither of my parents had been to college even though my father went to night school studying to be an electrician for his father's electrical contracting business which taught him everything from line loads to drawing up architectual plans for wiring houses and other buildings wherever he was working as an electrician or as an Electrical Contractor.
But, for me, I realized I needed to create a reality within which I could survive because the one I grew up with I likely would have had to have self destructed by age 25.
My parents meant well but I wasn't them. I was as intelligent as my Dad who was valedictorian of his High School Class and as Intuitive as my mother was as well. So, I had extreme intelligence combined with extreme intuition which created me somewhat different than either of my parents.
I found how to deal with this was perceiving that God had created me for his purposes. So, I tried to learn what God wanted me to do with all my gifts as a human being here on earth.
This isn't necessarily an easy task (as everyone knows) but I had learned enough by age 30 to 32 to feel more confident than I had been before.
So, the hardest thing for me to do was to survive physically between ages 20 and 25. Once I had done that my son was born at my age 26 and I was sort of okay after that just being a responsible father and husband every since.
By God's Grace
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