I have had this experience myself. I sometimes wonder why God showed me this the way he did but it's not for me I guess to know. Only God knows.
What happened was that a month or two before I believed I was dying which for me opened up my spiritual senses a lot (preparing for my own death).
So, I went to Thanksgiving at my wife's mother's home in Santa Barbara and I saw her Mother's aura and I looked at it and was worried for her mother because I saw from the way her aura looked that she would die within 6 months.
So, I was very upset about this because I knew my wife couldn't deal with her mother passing on at all. Her mother was only 74 and my wife was only 44 years old in 1998 that Thanksgiving.
So, I thought there might be some way to save her mother's life so I told my wife her mother was dying. My wife got hysterical and beat my chest with her fists and told me to never tell her mother about any of this. I told her I would honor her wishes since it was her mother.
About 2 months later her mother's doctors told her she had inoperable fatal small cell cancer from smoking. So, though I was right about her dying 2 months before the doctors diagnosed this I found out then there was no way physically to save her.
So, though I knew 2 months before any doctors knew I didn't know how she was going to die only that she was dying within 6 months.
So, if you calculate from Thanksgiving of 1998 until April 14th 1999 this is how long she lived.
The point is just by looking at someone's aura you can tell if they are going to die soon.
What it looked like to me is like when you blow a soap bubble and it hangs out in space floating around just before it's going to pop the soap bubble starts thinning out. This is how you know if someone is going to die within 6 months time if you can see auras like I sometimes can.
However, just because you know it's coming doesn't mean you can do anything about it because you might not be a doctor like I wasn't a doctor either.
I could just diagnose the problem but basically there was no solution.
So, why did God show me this?
This is difficult to say but likely God had his reasons.
By God's Grace
Maybe it was so I could prepare to take care of my wife when her mother died.
This makes the most sense to me because we almost lost her too (our then 2 1/2 year old daughter and I when her mother passed away. But somehow I convinced her to stay with us so likely this is why God showed me this I'm thinking.
Now our daughter is almost 30 and living with her boyfriend and this is all behind us. Then my wife's father passed away in 2008 along with my mother the same year (almost 10 years later).
They all will be missed greatly.
My father passed away at age 69 in 1985 when I was 37 which helped me prepare to care for my wife when her mother passed away.
It took me about 13 years to fully get over my father's passing. If you are close with your parents you might not understand how hard it is to go on living without them.
You have to become someone else to do this because who you were is gone when they are gone.
However, the best of them (both your parents) is in you. The best of them lives on in you.
By God's Grace
I didn't get over my father's death until I almost died myself in 1998 and 1999.
But, when I recovered I stopped trying to be young anymore and was just grateful to be alive every moment I had left with my family and friends here on earth.
This is a much better way to be.
By God's Grace
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