So, from my point of view what I write about Arcane and most of the longer things I write is all true.
At first I believed what I was writing was a type of Science Fiction to heal my childhood traumas. But, then I realized as I prepared to die in 1998 and 1999 that I was actually writing about past, present and future times lived (all at once) by my Soul. So, what I write is actually what I believe is real in my life.
Many people go to church and they don't really believe anything really that is said in church. And often they go to church because of their childhood friends (both young and old) and it's sort of like their private country club often. When I left my church at age 21 in 1969 it was when I look back at it now more like losing my country club friends and life since birth.
However, when I began writing Arcane I was able to experience what I really believed what was going on.
But, it's important that you know that to me life is always a Science Experiment so I'm learning new things about life every day which amaze me. It's one of the reasons I'm still alive.
I find many people trapped in small ways of thinking and I was almost trapped for life like this too. But, somehow I survived reinventing myself into someone I could actually live with instead of feeling like I had no choice but to end my life between 21 and 25.
What needed to die was the mental jail cell I lived in. What needed to change was that I needed to reinvent myself both in my own eyes and God's eyes. What needed to happen was that I needed to grow up.
When I first saw life here on earth in the 1950s I thought as a 2 year old: "Life is pretty miserable and scary and I'm not sure I want to be here." Then I found my life again at age 15 when I asked God to come live in my body with me. But, my experience of God I never really found in a church anywhere. Because I'm clairvoyant when I go into a church (any church) is the Astral Jesus created by the people attending this church. It's not that that Jesus isn't valid to the people in that church it's just that I see these things for what they are. They are different in every church and religion.
So, all these churches are both right and wrong in this everywhere. EVeryone has to find their own truths and mine are evolving to higher and higher truths every day.
One has to give themselves the Freedom to actually live as God intended us to as God's Children here on earth and throughout the Galaxy and universe. This is the real truth not small mindedness of many people here on earth.
Only if you are free and you free yourself will you likely want to be alive at all.
This is what I found in life.
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