Life often doesn't really give you warning when something changes in life (even if you are a precognitive intuitive like me).
I can remember getting a Deja Vu after my father passed away in 1985 showing me I would be married for a 3rd time. I knew it was true by the way all this came to me by the feeling of a Deja Vu which is entirely different than a dream which can be literally anything.
I can remember not wanting to talk to my 2nd wife about this because I had no way of emotionally dealing with this at all at the time.
Because it meant that my son and my step kids would have to endure a third divorce in the family (each of them) and then after my next daughter was born in 1989 I saw that she might have to endure a divorce too in her life and I didn't want her to have to go through this.
But, sure enough, in 1994 after almost dying (I believed) from heart problems and having to try to find a heart specialist to see me (no deal) without health insurance at the time and realizing my 2nd wife wasn't interested in helping me stay alive I realized that this was a useless marriage at as in regard to me staying alive and not dying soon.
So, I divorced my 2nd wife because she had become useless to my ongoing survival. Within the next year I met someone that I had prayed to God for that would help me stay alive ongoing and that I could help too and she showed up and just when I had given up hope of surviving my 40s at all she was there and I knew God had sent her to me and me to her. It turned out we were opposites and had opposite skill sets in life so together we could help us both survive literally any situation that Came up (By God's Grace).
I saw how everyone we met was helped by meeting us and I saw how God had put us together equally to help each other and to help all the people we met along the way.
So, finally I understood how being married a 3rd time was good and necessarily for the well being of all my biological children and later for our adopted Daughter who is now in her 40s. Then we had our own daughter who is now 30 years old and my oldest, a son will be 52 this year.
So, moving forward in life might not be easy but sometimes necessary to do God's Work here on earth.
By God's Grace
NOte: So, instead of dying in my 40s sometime between 46 and 50 I'm still alive at 77 almost 78 years old because God sent me the person I needed to be with and sent her the person she needed to be with and there might be no limit to how long we can be together now.
By God's Grace
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