Writing or "You don't know what you know until you know it"

 Some of you when I use this statement might think it Trite or something like this.

However, it is really really true about all our lives.

When I discovered one day in Mt. Shasta looking up at the mountain a new writing style I discovered it in long hand. (or likely better said) my personal form of fast printing because I never really enjoyed cursive that much to begin with.

However, it also has it's uses.

So, writing on a grocery brown bag you might still get from grocery stores if they don't give you plastic bags instead I got a pen and just started writing sitting on my front lawn on a sunny Day in Mt. Shasta on Lassen Lane after walking back from the Pine Grove Health food store that was there then on Lassen lane.

At the time what I believed was going on was that I was creating a new writing form for myself to heal old wounds in my life from whooping cough, a concussion which led to seizures, breakups of love relationships and one marriage at that time (1980) and also I had just remarried for the first time and I had custody of my then 6 year old son from my first marriage.

So, trying to write what I wrote that day came out in an entirely different writing style than I had ever written in before and I loved what came through me that day.

I think at the time I would have called it a Legendary Science Fiction Style of writing perfectly designed from studying to be a psychologist designed specifically for healing the woundings in my own life.

So, I was very pleased because this was wonderful for me.

Over the next 20 years or so I added to this type of writing first about Elohar and Ragna (future incarnations of my parents) even though my father passed away when I was 37 in 1985 and my mother lived until 2008 and was by then 90 years old because she had been born in 1919 and my father was born in 1916.

However, almost 20 years later it was 1998 and I found myself dying from something but doctors couldn't identify what it was. So, basically I refused to die until May of 1999 when they told me I wasn't going to die anymore and might even live a normal lifetime.

However, as I prepared for my death spiritually and psychologically I had a realization that a soul wasn't at all what I thought it was. I realized that a Soul doesn't live in time or space at all and ONLY lives in time and space when clothed with a physical body.

This changed everything I believed in an extreme way. So, it was an Epiphany for me a Full REALIZATION and a type of Enlightenment that this gave me.

I realized I could remember in addition to past, lifetimes also present lifetimes and future lifetimes my soul and friend souls have already lived.

This kind of realization makes you want to pass out because you realize the world is much bigger than you realized before.

So, realizing I could remember not only the present and the past (deep past) I could also remember the future and the (DEEP future) as well.

So, this realization made me also realize how important it was for me to publish online in some form my experiences I had been writing about in the past, present and future.

It's one reason why believing in Time travel is a survival skill I believe simply because dying in any war isn't useful to most people in any way. Why?

Because the Galaxy uses Time Travel much the way we use passenger jets. So, they use time travel to change ANYTHING in the past, present or future that they want to change.

Your personal survival and the survival of your family might hinge on understanding all this.

By God's Grace