Saint Germain

I was born into the Saint Germain Foundation. I left in 1969 when I was 21 because it was time for me to be trained as an adept rather than as a church member which are very different things. Even though I suppose some might be successful at both roles simultaneously.

However, that was not my path.

My mother and Grandmother knew I was destined for Great things for Jesus and Saint Germain because Archangel Michael had appeared to me and healed me of Whooping cough along with his band of Archangels when I was 2.

What does this all mean?

You would have had to have been there likely to completely understand what my life was like.

So, unless you were born sometime between 1945 and 1955 it might be hard to imagine my life (oh, and you would have had to be born in the western part of the United States, maybe in Seattle like I was.

The world was far more religious then. Even in public school in Glendale there would be one day a week where kids would be taken out of school by their churches for around 1/2 a day to worship. Since my religion was too small a minority and my church was in downtown L.A. and I went to public school in Glendale I didn't have a local church that I could be taken to for mid week Sunday School.

But, then again we also learned to hide under our desks because were all taught we likely would be nuked before we grew up by the Soviet Union. There were regular drills of crawling under our desks likely from about 1953 to maybe 1959 or 1960.

So, obviously, the times were very different than now. My parents were Lay Ministers which means they were in charge of our church in Los Angeles and my father worked as an Electrician for 40 hours a week and then went to church often to lead groups after working on Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays and sometimes Fridays and then they finally got another lady to lead services on Sundays because they were busy after work all week and they had me to raise. So, often on weekends we would go to the mountains near by (about 45 minutes) up into the snow or hiking or into the deserts shooting my .22 rifle starting when I was 8 and hunting rabbits.

The times were very different than now.

I used to be very bored being forced to be in church a lot so I watched people play music and thought "Well. That looks like fun and not boring." So, I took piano lessons for 8 years from age 8 to 16 and started playing piano and Baldwin Organ and eventually learned to play a pipe organ some too.

Eventually I started playing the giant Steinway Concert Grand piano at church starting at age 12 and then the Baldwin organ after I learned stops and pedaling too. (The sounds an organ makes change according to the stops you put down or pull up. On a pipe organ it is sometimes in and out for the stops for each keyboard and pedals.

So, music like I thought was a lot of fun especially when I joined the choir at age 12 with my Mom and Dad. They gave up leadership of the church when I was 12 when my MOm's Dad died and Mom had a nervous breakdown as a direct result. My first two girlfriends from my church were in the choir so that was convenient to from 16 to 21 when I was in the Los Angeles "I AM" Sanctuary choir.

So, Dad kept leading Wednesday nights and sometimes Friday nights on Youth Group night and let it be like that. He also played John the Baptist once a year for the church in Mt. Shasta and also the Roman Centurian or Archangel Gabriel who zaps Jesus' tomb to open it because my Dad was always full of energy, a natural leader of people and valedictorian of his High school Class.

So, while I was being bored around the time I decided learning to play music for church looked kind of fun I started pouring my love to pictures of Jesus and Saint Germain. Well, they started talking to me as I  poured my love to them and they made a whole lot of sense and told me what to do from then on in my life and told me how to develop my supernatural gifts which I did. But, also, people in my church were supposed to be sort of like soldiers and obedient and weren't supposed to be talking to God and Jesus and Saint Germain and getting direction directly from them so by my teen years when I told them things that were going to happen and then they actually did happen  a lot of them sort of freaked out. And then when I started asking questions (because I'm a really intelligent person who is also an intuitve genius naturally) they couldn't answer my questions. So, then I realized they were not like me and eventually I had to leave because they were sort of like obedient soldiers instead of talking to God directly all the time and being directed by God and Jesus and Saint Germain how to help myself and mankind.

So, I realized eventually I wasn't exactly going to fit in any church or religion because God had chosen me for other things than religion. Then I realized religions are basically obsolete because often they drive people insane, cause them to kill themselves or others, and the human race really can't afford to go extinct because of this.

Remember, I talked to all the PTSD soldiers who survived World War II and the Korean War and they just called it battle fatique then not the fancy name PTSD like now.

But, all the same often they were really scary sometimes.

So, I realized that Christians are just as potentially nuts as Moslems or any other religion. And I realized religion is obsolete which is why I never became a formal minister or priest. Also, I realized I could start my own religion but felt people had enough religions to make them crazy and sometimes insane all over the world already.

So, I thought about how someone could be spiritual without being fundamentalist like many of my generation so we learned about all religions and how to take the best parts of all of them and make our own new religions because that was the only way people weren't going to go extinct from nukes  in the end.

So, Saint Germain has taken me through the Saint Germain foundation to Self Realization Fellowship
(Yogananda and Autobiography of a Yogi) and on to many different Gurus and teachers both here in the U.S. and In India and Nepal. In December 1985 I went to the Kalachakra Tantra with the Dalai Lama and about 500,000 others in Bodhgaya and that was amazing and my family and I spent a total of about 4 months in India and Nepal and dharmashala, India and Boghgaya etc. We also visited the Taj Mahal, New Delhi, Varanasi etc. And trekked up into the Himalayas out of site of any roads (even dirt ones then) with a Guide for 50 miles up to 10,000 feet across long suspension bridges sometimes blowing in the wind across canyons and gorges with rivers flowing below and often stayed in Sherpa homes at 9000 feet with no chimneys where the smoke from the kitchen fires for cooking to up and out the eves above you and there are no heaters to stay warm or electricity if you were away from water impellers by the side of rivers or waterfalls then. Also, there was no 911 just a faith in God or Buddha and not even rescue helicopters then if anything went wrong for the week or more we were up there up to 10,000 feet in the Himalayas.

So, Saint Germain has led me all this way including showing me another incarnation of his was Padmasambhava who brought Tibetan Buddhism from Nalanda University well over 1000 years ago.

So, I have come to know Saint Germain as St. Francis of Asisi, Milrepa of Tibet, Padmasambhava, and Joseph the Father of Jesus etc. etc. etc. So, every step of the way he led me through his mystery schools as an adept to now. It has been an amazing life. And he tells me it is far from over.

He gave me a Koan which is what I call it. This is what he said, "But now I realize this isn't just for me anymore. It is for all of you, too.

He gave me this in my 20s. This is what he said, "

If you live to be 100 you will see 500
If you live to be 500 you will see 1000
If you live to be 1000 you will see 5000
If you live to be 5000 you will see 10,000"

Then he looked and me and said, "What do you think of that?"

I said to him, "I'll believe it when I see it."

and he then said, "If your answer was anything else you wouldn't be my student"


And all this happened by God's Grace


Because if Archangel Michael hadn't healed me at 2 I would likely have died then.