This is important to ongoing survival as a human being. I can remember though of being somewhat terrified from ages 10 to 15. Why?
Because I thought God was trying to kill me in my youthful logic.
Later, I have realized he was directing me down a more specific path that I likely would never have chosen otherwise.
So, from 10 to 15 years old periodically (without warning) I would have night time seizures cause by a concussion from rock climbing with my father when I was 8 or 9 years old in Chilao in the back country there in the Angeles National forest which would be 1956 or 1957.
These seizures completely redirected my life in all ways towards something new and different.
But, eventually I found God wasn't trying to kill me, and instead he wanted me to invoke him to live in my body with me (which I did by age 15). When I did this my physical appearance changed and girls started falling in love with God who now lived in my body with me.
This was a lot for a 15 or 16 year old boy to deal with by the way.
But, by 15 I finally had a sense of well being that I didn't have between 10 and 15 because when I invited God to live in my body my seizures at night stopped right then by God's Command. And I also invoked God to live in my body with me the rest of my life so I wouldn't die.
However, I wouldn't recommend doing this unless you believe you would die otherwise like I did at that time of my life because supernatural things are always going on 24 hours a day that it took me until I was 30 years old to get used to and to accept and realize by age 30 that because God lived in my body with me that I had become a blessing to all mankind.
It wasn't that I needed people to know that God lives inside of me because on one level God lives inside everyone and all life everywhere.
It's just that since I have been 15 I have experienced God living inside me and working through me ever since. And other people might not have the same experience that I have all the time.
In other words Angels fly out of me from heaven realms all the time into the world and this is a pretty amazing experience that goes on all the time for me since I was 15.
Since I invited God to live inside me at 15 I accept the fact that there are thousands of angels around me al the time.
By God's Grace
So, for me at least a sense of well being always comes from being around God and his angels 24 hours a day.
By God's Grace
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