We only exist because we believe we do

 This is a part of what I have learned during my life regarding Consciousness.

For example, as a clairvoyant I often see people who are gifted like me but who never learned to use their gifts for their survival or others (often they die young) because gifted people are more vulnerable to others if they don't know how to defend themselves.

But, for me, it's like watching someone with their hands tied behind their backs (metaphorically) or sometimes their legs and minds restricted too. It's very painful for me to see people like this but it's all a choice in the end whether you live a good life or you die slowly or quickly because you refuse to see the truth of life.

God was always in my life but completely terrified me in many ways making me one of his own because I had been born gifted for a purpose. So, I needed to be under God's Control or I needed to die soon.

So, this is how I look at all of this where I got a concussion at 9 and then seizures from the concussion at age 10 to 15 at night and then so I wouldn't die from the seizures I asked God to come live in my body with me and I never had another seizure after this and my physical appearance changed too after God came into my body to live with me here on earth.I asked God to live in my body so I wouldn't die at age 15.

However, I also found it confusing when girls fell in love with because I always knew they were Falling in love with God who resided in my body with me and not really me. However,  by age 16 I realized it didn't really matter because who I was had fused with God in earnest by then and so in some ways there was no difference between me and God because of invoking God to live in my body with me.

However, I'm much safer having done this and would have had to likely die otherwise. So, on this level I'm glad I invoked God to live in my body even though it is very supernatural and I wasn't entirely comfortable with all of this for about 15 years until I was 30 years old.

by then I had realized I was a blessing to all beings on earth. However, Saint Germain told me not to start another religion because all religions had become obsolete because of Nuclear Weapons and I completely agreed with him.

The problem with religions are fundamentalists who might nuke earth out of existence of every religion on earth. All one really crazy one has to get a hold of a big enough nuclear weapon and earth is another asteroid belt just like the one our ancestors created in the Asteroid Belt between Mars and Jupiter 65 million years ago. A piece of that planet our ancestors nuked came here and killed all the dinosaurs so some of the survivors could actually live here after about 10 years of Nuclear winter. It hit the Yucatan Peninsula in Mexico then.

But, one of the things I understand is that all of us only exist because we believe we do.

Many people don't understand this and it sort of makes them weak and vulnerable. But, if God is with you often you become a parent or Grandparent or older brother or something like this to people who need help all over the earth.

By God's Grace