Past Lives

It might be better for you to experience this at first as science fiction even though this isn't science fiction to me.

Imagine if you were a being(one of billions or even trillions in the known universe) that lived in Dark matter. (Dark matter is a term most usefully understood if one thinks about everything beyond the edge of a Galaxy between Galaxies. Most people would call this either nothing or space) Obviously, if you live in dark matter you don't need to breathe air or drink water or eat food  because you don't live on any planet or even in a galaxy necessarily. So, you and your girlfriend drift through space for a long time just hanging out sort of like bohemians drifting through space. But, in the back of your mind you know that if your girlfriend becomes pregnant you have three choices:
1. abandon her to possibly die or
2. To create a Galaxy out of dark matter so your children can live or
3. to return to the Galaxy your father or grandfather or great grandfather created for his children to live in.

So, the unthinkable happens and your girlfriend becomes pregnant and you have to grow up and raise your family. So, you know you have basically 2 choices because you are a good person (Being). You can either take your girlfriend (Wife) back to the Galaxy you are from or you can create a Galaxy of your own. So, you create a galaxy of your own by agitating dark matter and splitting it into matter and antimatter so your wife and then your kids can feed on the passage of dark matter into matter and antimatter and back and forth between the two states of matter and antimatter. Once you start the oscillations going it is still a lot of work keeping it going long enough to permanently(relatively speaking)  overcome inertia and the natural state of the universe of all that energy wanting to settle back down into dark matter once again. (After all dark matter is 96% of the known universe).

So, after a whole lot of work your children are born and then they have children and so on and so on and several billion years later you get old and bored. And the only known thing that tends to kill old (Creators) (My name for the species that builds Galaxies out of Dark Matter) is boredom. So, you know the old technique for regenerating old Creators is temporary mortality. So, you go to sleep and dream and create millions of copies of your spirit into living beings in various stars, on planets, and in the dimensions created by the very existence of your galaxy.

So, one of these many incarnations with mortality is you. So, here is the question. If your physical body is mortal but your spirit is relatively immortal how would you describe yourself? Eventually, your physical body might die, but your spirit by experiencing all this is regenerated by these types of experiences and reinvigorates the full spirit of your Creator mind and body through the experiences within the context of mortality of a human body or other body. So, as a human what are you then? Once you discover this how do you perceive yourself then? What will you do?

And what is the concept of God or enlightenment within this context?

So, I guess you could say this is my present experience of what life is on Earth for humans.

And it sounds more like Greek Mythology or Norse Mythology than anything else I've heard of.

But it appears to be what is actually going on.

And so why do heavens exist between lifetimes for beings that help themselves and other beings?

And if there actually is no time or space to a Creator then how does it all work? Does a Creator create maybe millions of incarnations simultaneously like millions of alternate dreams of himself or herself?
How does all this work anyhow? How much of all this is about the basic nature of the universe scientifically speaking and how much of it is the Dreams of the Creator? Are these useful questions to ask or do these questions just muddle up the whole thing? So, what are Creators doing manifesting as human beings on Earth sort of like something out of Greek Mythology of being half man half Gods?

Like I said, thinking about all this might be better for you to think of as science fiction. But for me, I don't have that luxury. Because when I soul traveled to the core of the Galaxy in 1970 I met the Creator who runs this Galaxy. I was looking for God and instead met the Creator who runs this Galaxy now who is the Grandson of the Creator who built this Galaxy. And the funny thing is that the Creator who runs this Galaxy doesn't believe in God (even though many beings worship this Creator as God). But it isn't very often that you meet any beings with over 1,000,000 IQ like the present Grandson ruling Creator has.  So, what does one do with all this knowledge?

So, when I read that Guatama Buddha also soul traveled and met beings on thousands of planets throughout our Galaxy I felt right at home with a spiritual teacher who was a soul traveler like me.