Enlightenment is completely different than I thought it was at age 15

But, you have to start somewhere, don't you?

So, knowing somewhere is where you want to go is the first step.

Some people I knew wanted to be lawyers then when I was a teenager.

I didn't want to do that again.

Some people wanted to be soldiers.

I didn't want to do that again.

I wanted to become enlightened because that seemed to be the most practical way to prevent human extinction, because I saw it coming for earth and wanted to prevent earth from nuking out like I had seen Maldek (the asteroid belt that was once a planet) nuke out slowly over about a month or two as it slowly ripped apart from the steam of the magma hitting water and blowing chunks of the planet and atmosphere off into space until people couldn't breathe anymore and couldn't withstand the shaking and wobbling of the planet as it slowly destroyed itself. Nukes blown up in a triangle in the wrong place started the end of the planet by blowing up too much of the mantle and exposing the magma to the oceans in a way that destroyed the planet  65 million years ago. And then a piece of the planet came to earth and killed all the larger dinosaurs that lived on land then. Bringing us to now.

So, my Goal was always to become enlightened so I didn't have to watch Earth be destroyed too like I had watched Maldek be destroyed and everyone dying then 65 million years ago in another lifetime.

However, I was rescued and then taken to Mars and then eventually to earth on a space ship back then 65 million years ago. So, we are the descendants of those who I was born of then.