Is this a good thing? Yes and No. It's a good thing for mankind that you and I exist. However, if you are between the ages of 12 and 30 it is often very difficult to survive as an intuitive both physically and psychologically.
It helps a lot if you have at least one parent that is as gifted as you. In this case it was my mother who as an intuitive too. Then I was also helped because my father was intellectually brilliant to the point where he was the Valedictorian of his High School the year he graduated. These two people in combination helped me to survive as an intuitive along with many friends and relatives many who were gifted in various ways too.
But, until I was about 30 it was a pretty rocky and scary experience especially between about 10 and 30 years of age. By 30 I realized what blessing God had made me for all life on earth and beyond so I was okay with being alive.
However, between about 18 and 25 it was very touch and go. I couldn't do exactly what I wanted to in my life and so I seriously considered ending my life especially between 21 and 25. Why?
It's about unrealistic expectations about life like we were all taught in the 1950s and 1960s. Now people tend to underestimate their capacities. But then, many of my generation killed themselves because they felt they couldn't be as good as their parents wanted them to be. But, this was always ridiculous.
So, until you can say to everyone: "Fuck You and the horse you rode in on!" you cannot really go forward in life and be okay. You have to say to all people including your parents even if silently: "I"m going my own way or else I'm not going to survive here on earth!"
Once you do this it is hard but it is the ONLY way you can survive to even 30 that I have found with mind and body and spirit intact.
by God's Grace
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