At the time I was amazed because I realized that this was no ordinary girl that I just said hello to. It must have been around 2009 or 2010 because I believe i wrote
Elohar: The girl in the Forest
soon after I said hello to her in the forest walking my dogs then. At the time at first I was disappointed she hadn't talked to me about who she was and where she was from but later I realized she didn't know really where she was in time and space at that point either. So, I was able to forgive her not having a more involved conversation about time and space then. Also, she was very young and relatively inexperienced maybe around 17 or 18 years old. And I remember my own intuitive abilities at age 17 or 18 still really overwhelmed me a lot still at that age too.
It wasn't until God had fully trained me so I was safe having the abilities he had given me. It's sort of like giving a person a 300 mph race car when they are 13 to 15 years old. How could anyone expect that child to survive something like this in the first place? But, this is what it is really like to be that gifted.
But, like I said before by age 30 I finally realized that I was both a blessing to myself and all others by my 30s. So, I also understood some about what prophets in the Bible went through trying to serve God too when they were extremely gifted too.
It isn't easy but it's possible for some people to survive this sort of thing.
By God's Grace
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