Whether you publish ever what you write or not it can be very healing to write things down that might be bothering you. Or you could develop a style of writing like I have to try to heal past traumas in your lives.
As I was writing about Arcane over the years starting in around 1980 in Mt. Shasta a new type of writing unfolded where it became mystical Science Fiction to try to heal things that had happened to me. Originally I never intended to publish what I wrote anywhere ever but only was writing for myself.
However, then I got a heart virus in 1998 in the fall and while I was preparing to die from (at the time it wasn't diagnosed so doctors thought I might die) so finally in May of 1999 they diagnosed (my heart specialist through the process of elimination) diagnosed what I had had was a heart virus.
However, during these 9 months having retired and believing I might die from what was happening to me I realized as I prepared to die during this time that I had actually been writing about past lives in the past, present and future.
At the time and still this was a revelation to me. So, in June of 1999 I started my first blogsite as I had promised God I would do the previous fall if I survived all this to thank God for saving my life.
The doctors had said: "Most people die of Heart Viruses" then in 1998 and 1999 then which was true. I was the only person I knew of who actually survived a heart virus in California then and even one of my doctors had lost a relative to a heart virus and asked that I go to another doctor because I reminded him of his dead relative. So, I changed specialists.
So, the point here is write about what helps heal you in various ways because getting it out even if you don't have anyone right now to talk to about it might help you survive whatever you are presently going through in life.
By God's Grace
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