15 years old:

 There had been a lot of terror in my life from ages 10 to almost 15 years old because I had had a concussion at age 9 while rock climbing with my father at Chilao in the Angeles National Forest. I think it is around 6000 feet there or 5000 somewhere around there. People didn't always stay on trails then like they do now and my father was an old Woodsman kind of person anyway and had been raised in Washington, Oregon and Arizona mostly way out in the country usually because that is what my grandfather liked (being away from most people).

The terror came from the Seizures that were caused by my concussion. However, at the time doctors didn't understand what had happened to me and instead thought I had epilepsy instead because of the ignorance of the times in the 1950s. So, my father forbade me to use Phenobarbital  which is generally an awful drug anyway so I don't disagree with my father regarding this. But, at the time the only real medicine available readily for epilepsy was phenobarbital. So, this left me with Vitamin B-12 shots in my behind and not further medical treatment whatsoever. However, this terror of believing I was dying from seizures many nights while I was asleep was pretty traumatic for a 10 to 14 year old and at the time I wondered if God was trying to kill me?

I realized over time that this wasn't it. I was very supernaturally gifted always and God basically wanted me under his control and If I wasn't under God's Control then I was supposed to die. So, this is what I was faced with from 10 to 14 years old. 

Finally in desperation I invoked (through dynamic Prayer) God to come into my body and live with me here on earth. When I did this suddenly my seizures stopped and never returned because God moved into my body with me and I was changed and it was sort of like Lazarus rising from the dead in many ways for me. In fact, my whole life is sort of like Lazarus rising from the dead over and over and over again.

So, I see myself as a God Miracle because I keep going on and on and on through things that would likely kill most people and do around the world.

However, God I think has invested a lot into me and wants me to stay alive and continue to be a doorway for Angels to fly through my heart out into the world to help people ongoing. So, I live longer and longer and longer. This is what is happening. So, in this sense by God living in my body with me I am a doorway to Heaven ongoing.

This is my experience since I was 15 years old now.

It's sort of like I married God at age 15 and now he and I are one. However, it might be important know that God is not male or female but likely both and neither if I am to be honest about this with you.

God isn't human. God is sort of like a STar or a Galaxy or all Galaxies and beyond that. God is like the Universe and beyond that too. So, when you are with God you are also one with all the universe and beyond. This is a real experience 24 hours a day.

However, this doesn't mean I don't face real problems in my life either. It's just that my problems often are very different than the average person's problems.

Here's an example, "I didn't see being rich as a good thing until I was in my 40s." Then I realized that if I wasn't rich I likely was going to die soon from heart problems. So, I asked God to help me afford to stay alive and he did. So, I was able to retire at 50 instead of dying like most people would have. Because in my early 40s I didn't have any medical insurance but did by age 46 or 47. So, when I got a heart virus and almost died I had a heart specialist that helped me stay alive instead of dying like everyone I knew of in California that had a heart virus like mine. I was the ONLY ONE who survived that I was aware of in 1998 and 1999.

Like I said, God has invested a lot in having me on earth so that I am another doorway to heaven for him to send Angels into the world through my heart. So, they can go into the world and go back too if they need to.

Imagine being 15 years old and knowing you were going to die if you didn't ask God to live in your body with you.

Imagine this!

It's not something I would wish for anyone really then because it is too overwhelming and too powerful and most people would die doing this then.

However, in the last 6 months I realized that it is now possible that the ONLY people that are going to survive here on earth will ask God to live inside of them.

So, now I have changed my position because it is very likely that all the ones who don't ask God to live inside them (NOW) won't survive this century very long indeed. So, all the ones who now make it to 100 likely will have to have God living in their body with them.

This is what I think at present.

By God's Grace