I have tried to share how I survived the deaths of those I was closest to in my life

 In the past couple of articles I tried to share how I survived the deaths of my mother and my father. And I was grateful to be as old as I was to be able to survive mentally and physically the deaths of them both. Though it was very hard I did the right thing at every point and so I can live with the results. I honored both my father and my mother as best I could so that during and after their deaths I can live with the result because I did the best I could.

I worry about people who did not do their best for their loved ones and might be eaten away with guilt. This is why you have to do your best always for those you love because you never know when they will be gone and then you will have to live with the consequences.

I watched a good friend who is very spiritual and intuitive like me come back from Europe to be with her father as he was dying. Then he died.

She came to visit my wife and I and I wondered why she wasn't crying so I was scared for her as I should have been.

She said that she went into heaven with her father and visited him there but there was something not right about the way she was and i was scared for her future.

Then she went and stayed at a friend's land shaved her head and started walking around in towels and no clothes. It took her several months to get back to normal after the death of her father but finally she recovered and got her life back.

It's important to grieve your losses. If you don't allow yourselves to grieve often you will temporarily or permanently lose your minds. Getting counseling when you lose someone with a grief counselor might be important for all those who can afford this. If you can't maybe go speak with a priest or minister or someone you trust. Grieving if you aren't used to it can rob you of your life if you don't do it right.

You don't want to be going insane or dying because someone you lost just died from coronavirus or whatever the cause.

So, pray for your loved ones and pray for yourselves so you can survive these mass passings worldwide now and into the future.

By God's Grace