Talking to God

I was reading about Betelgeuse, the Star in the Orion Nebula turning super nova at some point in the future. It reminded me of my experience as a young man when I decided if God didn't come and talk to me that I was going to commit suicide. I remember saying to God, "If you don't come and talk to me I intend to take my life by this next Tuesday or Thursday. This is a long time ago now (likely over 50 years now) so it's hard to remember now which day I gave God as my last here on earth.

Anway, one of the days leading up to this I found myself out in space somehow in the Orion Nebula and God was there and our conversation went like this:

Me: "Are you the God that created me?"
God: "Yes"
Me. "Why did you create me."
God: "As entertainment."
Me. "What?"
God: "All beings get bored and so they create things to make life more interesting."
Me. "So you created me because you were bored?"
God: "Yes."
Me. "What is the purpose of life?"
God: "The purpose of life is to love and to bless life."
Me: "I'm ashamed I wanted to kill myself."
God: "It's okay. You're just too serious about all this kind of stuff. There are only two sins
really. One is getting too serious and the other is not being serious enough. Life is sort of a serious game where if you aren't serious enough you die and if you are too serious sometimes you die from that too. So, balance and compassion for yourself and all beings is always the most important thing.

Me:"What is murder?"
God: "Whether it is the murder of the self or the murder of another you are cutting off one of the fingers of God and you or anyone else will be punished for that."
Me. "I'm Ashamed that I was going to kill myself."
God: "It's okay you're not going to do that now are you?"
Me. "No!"

When I returned to my body from Soul Traveling and meeting God I began to shake physically as everything within me had changed. I shook for about 2 days.

I have never been the same person after this.

I think if you were in your physical body and met God likely you would physically die because your whole nervous system likely would short out sort of like being struck by lightning.

There is a saying out of the Bible: "NO man may see God and Live!"

This is true. Because if you see God even once you are going to die. Your body may survive this but you are going to die and be "Born Again!" Everything changes if you see God even once.