Normalcy

I'm coming close to normalcy in my life once again. I reached a point some time this last week when I had to ask myself, "What in the world happened to me in the last 30 days?" I couldn't give a satisfactory answer to myself. This likely is a very good thing.

Because this last month has likely been the most physically and psychologically difficult for me to survive in my whole life. Was I prepared for this last month?

In some ways "yes" because I have come close to death so many times in my life already that when it gets near to me it is sort of like, "Hey. I survived this type of near death thing before, if I don't give up I might survive this too."

Instead of many people who never face death their whole life and when they do they just give up without a fight because they don't know how to fight for their lives and how to stay alive through a near death experience.

Mostly you have to get angry enough to stay alive. If you just give into the death then likely you are going to die. But you have to be strategic about the whole thing. Be logical. Be strategic and figure the whole thing out so you can survive whatever it is.

I'm never more intelligent or insightful when I'm a little angry. So, being a little angry can be a very good thing because you just might survive it whatever it is.