My earliest memory of almost dying was when I was 2. I couldn't breathe and often turned blue from coughing from whooping cough. I knew even then I was dying and was waiting for the end. My Grandmother and parents were worried too. One night my Scottish Grandmother (who spoke with a brogue) sang "Hark the Herald Angels Sing" and the Archangels came and healed me from whooping cough and so I didn't die like I would have otherwise. This began a life long experience with Archangel Michal and the other Archangels of his band. Archangel Gabriel came when I tried to project my soul permanently out of my body when I was 20. He said, "You can't do this because you promised God to do specific work here on earth." I said to him: "Look forward in time like I did. I cannot survive my 20s so I decided not to waste my time and I was leaving."
He looked at me and said, "The soul Travel you have been praying for we are going to give you so you can survive your 20s. Your body will only become a reference point to you in your 20s so you can stay alive through what is coming."
I thanked him politely but I was very unhappy I wasn't allowed to leave my body on earth. But, he was right. I survived my 20s a lot because my body was only a reference point. But, by age 32 I was happy again once again like I was before I was 18 years old.
It's not that I was always happy either in my life but because my parents didn't smoke or drink and were ministers I didn't get beat up all the time like many of my friends did in the 1950s. So, though I still had PTSD from being yelled at and put down a lot, I didn't have all the physical scars other friends of mine had from parents who would get drunk after work and beat them and their mothers then.
People didn't go much to Shrinks "Psychologists and therapists" to work out their problems in the 1950s and instead often were violent instead back then. Many people are still this way today especially in Red States.
But, like my mother and father and Grandmother prayed for me now I have been praying since I was about 50 for everyone else ever since I was forced to retire because of a heart virus. So, now I pray for all my family and friends because God Gave me "The Leisure to Practice" which is how the Tibetan Buddhists call it.
By God's Grace
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