At the time I met Elohar and Ragna all this was shielded from me because I asked for this because my son had been born and I wanted to be okay to raise him right with my first wife. So, Elohar and Ragna from 7028 at that time from the first timeline where most people die and civilization ended for 4000 years from September 11th 2001 until somewhere in the 6000s Ad they had something like Queen Elizabeth I's type of experience in Switzerland above 3500 feet in altitude then.
So, when they came to retrieve me to help them build a 2nd timeline where civilization didn't end I was sort of surprised (to say the least) because I wasn't ready for what happened at all (and likely no one would be). However, having been brought up to recognize that UFOs primarily are bringing new technology to earth to make things better here I was able to not just have a psychotic break and kill myself or something like happens to some people who aren't prepared for things like this.
So, instead I just asked them to let me forget these experiences at Bunny Flat on Mt. Shasta until I was old. Well, old (I guess for them was 2002 when I was 54 years old) which is likely what I thought about in my head then because to me anyone older than 30 I didn't tend to trust then either in 1974. It wasn't until I was going to turn 30 myself that I realized how stupid it would be not to trust myself that I gave up thinking like that that many young people and college students thought like this then (late 60s early 1970s).
So, when my memories returned I actually had more questions than answers from this experience. Did meeting them in 1974 influence me writing about Arcane and Saint Germain on New Deva and Atlantis and stuff like this? quite likely I'm thinking now at age 78.
But, the way I deal with multiple realities (much like people deal with going different places or locations in one country or many) you just deal with what you are dealing with then which is different than you deal with in your home town or area where you are living full time the best you can.
So, meeting Elohar and Ragna I see as one reality. But, having a normal day where I have lived since 1999 I see as a somewhat different reality. And sometimes when the realities collide I can get pretty scared for a day or so when I'm experiencing more than one reality in the same moment which I find difficult which you might have difficulty with too.
However, being a clairvoyant like my mother I also am a male Empath in that I can experience whatever someone else is experiencing that moment if I want to. But, most of the time unless someone is in danger I don't want to do that because it's hard enough keeping your own stuff together on a daily basis without involving yourself in other people's stuff.
So, basically here I'm trying to help you all in dealing with "Multiple realities". One way to view multiple realities would be to say that imagine you are driving down a freeway and you could experience simultaneously what everyone else around you is experiencing while doing this.
Would this even be safe to do?
Sometimes yes and sometimes no depending upon the situation and depending how multi-tasking each individual is where they might be safe doing this with 2 or three strings of awareness.
But, I don't think it's ever useful usually to do something like this unless someone is sort of in physical or psychological danger where they need some help to stay alive and functional. And even then sometimes it's a bridge too far so you have to save yourself first.
the point here for me is that I asked Elohar and Ragna to make me forget my first experience with them at Bunny Flat on Mt. Shasta because I knew it would destabilize me to remember this all the time what happened to me that day and I would have trouble being there for my son. So, I asked them to make me forget about all of that until I was old (which I guess for them and maybe for me turned out to be the year after the 2nd timeline started on September 11th 2001.
By God's Grace
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