The Religion I was born into until I left at age 21 was both the best and the worst thing that ever happened to me

How was it good?

It was good because I had friends all over the world from England to Switzerland to Germany to France to Australia of people in my religion. My parents from the time I was 6 to 12 years of age were in charge of the Los Angeles main Church of my religion. Members of our church gave my family and me things like a violin to play from ages 9 to 14 and an upright piano which I learned to play piano on from ages 8 to 16 with lessons every week. Someone in my church even gave me a parakeet because you were not supposed to have dogs or cats in our religion for some reason. So, I was always very upset I couldn't have a dog (even though I have had dogs now pretty much ongoing since around 2000 AD because my wife is allergic to cats.)

How was it bad?

When I left at 21 I had been brainwashed just like all children are that are raised in any religion and so if you leave your religion between 18 and 25 or 30 you likely are going to have psychological problems because it is like losing your family. So, in order to think your own thoughts and be a captain of your own ship and master of your own destiny often you have to leave the past behind and it is very lonely.

The other problem for me is every religion has a way of thinking and speaking which I learned all my life. But, this isn't the normal way people talk or think in what we then called as I grew up in my religion "The Outer world".

But, one of the things that got me to leave my religion was the idea that only about 10,000 to 30,000 people (the members of my mystical Christian cult) were going to heaven. This I knew couldn't be right. Because it wasn't even the 144,000 it was about 30,000 at most. So, I went my own way.

Did I stop believing in Jesus and Saint Germain? NO!

I stopped believing in what people were trying to tell me about Jesus and Saint Germain because I found I could talk to them myself directly and to God directly. Basically, I didn't need my religion anymore because I had already been trained as a minister and I was already an initiate of Jesus and Saint Germain Directly and I also worked with the archangels since I was 2 also.

So, I was literally my own religion because I had the ability to go direct to God.

But, Saint Germain and Jesus both told me that religions were obsolete in a nuclear age because religions now might destroy the world through nuking earth into another asteroid like Maldek is now out past Mars which is the asteroid belt.

Because of this they advised me not to start another religion. I agree with them by the way.

By God's Grace