Angels

It could be said that there are a million versions of any reality. But, even though that is true that isn't what I'm trying to get at. When I write I understand that every moment anyone can observe on earth or anywhere could have literally an infinite amount of descriptions according to anyone's version of reality. Knowing this, it makes the universe unlimited. But, the problem of this of course is saying this just confuses everyone even though it is absolutely true. Most people just want some simple explanation so they can go on with their simple lives in peace. But, that doesn't happen as much as people would like it to.

So, when I write I understand that I am gifted. Whether I am gifted intuitively or whether people see it in other ways, (they obviously have the right to see all this in an infinite amount of ways), what I know is that motivation is good in what I'm trying to do.

So, I have been sharing my view based upon a lifetime of experience of observations and study in the worldwide political arena tempered with being and intuitive and precognitive psychic knowing that whenever I speak about something I see coming it changes the future. So, usually I only talk about things I don't want to happen. Because if I write about all the good things I see coming, writing about them will un-create them from happening and change them into something else.  Sometimes I think this is sort of sad that because of the nature of the universe I can't share all the wonderful things that are going to happen because I don't want them to be changed or prevented by sharing them with all of you.

Tonight I was listening to Joel Osteen talk. He was talking about just how disciplined we have to be in our thoughts to create good in our lives. I have experienced this myself all my life. When I was young my parents were both into positive thinking and I sort of saw it as being sort of silly and couldn't really see the full advantage to always thinking positively all the time. It took some time to realize just how important, "Whatever you think about you become" was to everyone's reality. So, I tried to explore alternative points of view. But, all of them were various kinds of disasters and slowly but surely I learned to associate myself with people  that thought good thoughts, created good actions and people who helped other people. And because of good thoughts, good actions and helping other people including themselves, I started to notice that many of these people had become rich doing good things for themselves and others and by being positive in their lives.

My point of view of intuitively quoting news articles is that they will not only help you, they will also help you help the world in various ways. They might also help you to become wealthier in all ways so you can better help yourselves, your families and all others to a better life in multiple ways. So, because I believe I was called by God to do this I continue to do this.

Many of you may not have heard my story of how I came to start my first blog in 1999. In Fall 1998 I woke up and my hands and arms were numb. I was still able to walk so I stumbled into the bathroom and my lips sort of looked blue in the mirror. So, I thought I might be dying. I called my son to come get me and take me to the hospital because I knew calling an ambulance might kill me from the shock of dealing with all that. (My father died on his way to the hospital in an ambulance).

So, I went into the living room and waited for my son to come get me in his car or to die whichever came first. At this point white light angels surrounded me so I REALLY thought I was dying and they had come for me. But when they encircled me they said in unison over and over again, "YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DIE! YOUR LIFE WILL GET BETTER NOW!"

I felt what they were saying seep down into the marrow of my bones. So, even though a part of my brain couldn't completely believe all this at least all the cells of my body agreed with the angels. So, this appeared to be the important thing so I stopped believing I was dying and instead went into a more euphoric place because of the presence of the angels. When I was taken to the hospital by my son I told the doctors and nurses all about the angels. They told me many people who have near death experiences also see angels too. So, I felt I was in good company.

Doctors didn't know what was wrong with me for 7 months. So, they sent me to Stanford Medical and had me get an angiogram then in 1998 and electrical heart stimulation to see if they could fix whatever was wrong with my heart. They couldn't fix it. But, I vowed when I was sitting in the pre-operating room with about 60 other people in there on gurneys like me that if I survived all this that I would start writing online and publishing on an Internet site about all my experiences with God all my life. I realized I had been stupid to be afraid to write about all that God had showed me online up until then. I kept my vow to God and have always had 1 or more websites (I have 2 now) since then. Because if you have experiences with God all the time often other people need to hear about it. So, they can live on another day and another and another especially if their lives are difficult right then until they get to a place where they can deal with their lives once again. And then often they can share the healings and blessings in their lives like I have since 1999 too to help others.

From the day I walked into the bathroom with numb hands and arms and blue lips until the doctors told me that I wasn't going to die was 7 months. That day the told me what had been wrong with me. My Heart specialist said, "Through the process of elimination we realized you had to have had a heart virus. However, your heart has mostly healed itself now and you can now lead a normal life if you are careful."  The worst part had been not being able to oxygenate my blood even if I breathed fast and passing out without panicking. That took superhuman effort to survive that. I just refused to die because I had a 2 1/2 year old daughter then and then I also had a 9 year old daughter and a 20 something son, and two step kids and eventually two God daughters as well. But, the important thing was trusting in God and his angels because without that I would be dead now for about 15 years.

Also, because I had had to retire not to die, blogging gave me a purpose each day to have something important to do for God. And over time my writing style evolved and became better with practice. I read something to an old friend recently who saved my life once when I was 21 by bringing the angels down to earth for me to see them then. She is now about 86 and said to me, "How wonderful that you can see as I do and share all this with those who need to know all this."

When I was 21 I wanted to commit suicide because things were not going well for me. But, when she brought the angels down for me to see I realized I could live here on earth with the Angels in a heaven like state right here on earth and didn't have to kill myself. I made a good decision because often others can feel the heaven realms because of this too. This doesn't mean my life has been perfect. It just means I always knew the angels were near even when difficult things were going on. So, I never felt alone. I felt they were always here to protect me and my family and friends ever after that day even thought that day was likely in 1969 or 1970 over 40 years ago now. So, if it works for you live with the angels here on earth like I chose to. I have never regretted it.