When I was young and I was a young intuitive I didn't have a name for what I was. The way I saw it was that I often just knew things before they happened. In a strange way this allowed me to take physical risks because I always knew at what point I would be injured or die. So, often I could take incredible risks and be okay whereas someone else might trip going out their front door and fall down and break a leg or get a concussion and wonder how I could survive the crazy things that I did like jumping off of roofs with my friends. It wasn't that I never got injured but it was true that I never was able to break a bone except my nose and a little toe because I am big boned and they don't break like other kids bones did.
The most terrifying part of being an intuitive child growing up is that I would walk by someone on the street and know they were going to die within a week and almost faint from the awareness of it because there was nothing I could do to save them. I found this a horrific everyday occurrence for me. And in the 1950s when I was a child people were dying a lot more than they do now. Kids from 5 to 50 died all the time because medicine wasn't as advanced as it is now. In the 1950s dying at any point especially by 35 to 50 was incredibly common. And even I as a child didn't ever expect to live beyond age 70 or so. In my early 20s in fact I expected fully to be dead by 25 partly because of the insanity of the Viet Nam war and just how crazy all our friends coming back from that awful war in boxes that we watched every day on the news on TV because they were dead. 50,000 of us died, 250,000 of us were wounded and countless others came back but never were again the people we knew who went there. So, if you multiply the horrors of 9-11-01 and the Afghanistan War and Iraq war by about 10 or 20 you wind up with something as horrific as the Viet Nam War. And you begin to see just how traumatic that war and those times were for this nation.
Lately however, I am experiencing souls coming back into bodies as little children. So, more and more now I find myself focusing on those coming back into form especially those I have known during my life. It makes me so happy to see so many of my friends reincarnating as happy healthy little children and I am amazed now at just how wonderful it is to be an Intuitive where I can help so many people now in so many different ways.
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