Writing

Writing is something I have always done as long as I could write letters. It was a way to ask questions and to go over in my mind what was real and what was happening in my life. Being an only child there wasn't always someone available to talk to about whatever was bothering me. My Grandmother was always there but she was born in 1888, spoke in a Scottish Brogue and read the Bible all the time. So, she was out of a completely different era than I. By the time I was 6 years old in Tujunga against the mountains in the Los Angeles area we finally bought a TV then in 1954 because I spent too much time at my neighbor's house watching TV there my parents thought.

So, writing from first and second Grade was a way to process things like when my grandmother came to greet me after my friend and I were almost hit by a car on 4 lane Foothill Blvd I think it was. But, because we had almost been hit (my friend and I at age 6) she walked on a rock too big on the trail then and broke her ankle because she was not an outdoor person like my Dad and Mom and I. Plus she wore glasses which didn't help her depth perception either. So, I always felt like I was blamed because my Grandmother I called NANA broke her ankle and it was a problem the next few months until her ankle healed up taking care of me because both my parents worked during the week.

So, writing was one way I could process this kind of thing because neither my father or mother ever studied child psychology so I was sort of on my own in many ways from age 4.

In 1980 I decided to write therapeutic Science fiction so I did. However, I discovered in 1998 and 1999 that that really wasn't what it was. When I first started writing this it was just a way to process the pain of my life especially my early 20s as well as the PTSD from Whooping cough and Blunt Trauma childhood epilepsy. When you have life threatening illnesses it leaves you often psychologically scarred even though "anything that doesn't kill you often leaves you much stronger too".

So, because of already surviving two long term near death experiences I was more skilled than most people at dealing with most kinds of illnesses and coming out the other side okay. Whereas many people who have never been sick much get something a little more serious and they just die because they just don't know how to cope with something really serious that takes you almost to death and how to recover not just physically but also psychologically. It's a serious process that many people just can't make it through and so they just die from fear or trauma and they are over.

The attitude of someone who is a "Survivor" mostly is "Well. I survived those other near death experiences, if I just don't freak out too much I might just survive this too somehow!"

And I always have. But, also I have watched friends and relatives not used to being very ill just die too. So, I understand the whole "dying from Shock and trauma" kind of thing too.

It's mostly that if you panic often you are over. So, don't panic even if you think you are dying because then you might die for real. Not panicking and controlling your emotions by staying calm often will save your life in itself.

So, when I began to understand that what I had begun writing about Arcane and the Galactic Sentience and Ragna and Elohar were actually past life experiences in the past, present and future I was pretty amazed that that was what I had actually written.

There was no way I could have known this in 1980 either because then I believed in sequential reincarnation. However, my experiences with the Galactic Sentience who rules this galaxy and what he said to me I began to think about as I lay dying of a heart virus in 1998 and 1999 when I was forced to retire then at age 50. I realized he was right that souls don't incarnate sequentially because souls have no real connection to time and space unless they are clothed in a physical body. So, it literally is true that a soul is sort of like a sun or star in that every ray of light might be another incarnation of that soul and since a soul isn't connected to time and space really that much a soul can literally incarnate anywhere and anywhen in any galaxy if it wishes to.

So, this also changed how I saw things too when I recovered in May 1999 and my heart specialist told me what had been wrong with me and that I might now live a normal life again even though by then I was retired. So, I started a blog and over the years published what I had written about Arcane and Elohar and Ragna and Jonathan Flow etc. because I realized what I had written was amazing and important for those to read who understood as much about the universe and souls as I did.

So, these writings at

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First part added March 15, 2012 This Site is an archive site for intuitivefred888.blogspot.comAt the top of this page are all the word buttons for all the free to read mini books or short Stories (your choice). I have shared my experiences as an intuitive.

  

might be useful to you as either entertainment or informative or even enlightening depending upon how deep into the secrets of the universe you want to go. 

Sequential Reincarnation: As an intuitive I have memories of actually knowing Jesus before and during his crucifiction. But, I also have memories of reincarnating in the middle East within a couple of hundred years after that too. I also have memories of knowing both Saint Francis of Asisi as well as Milarepa in Tibet in two different lifetimes. However, until 1998 I believed that first I knew Jesus, then I knew my next lifetime forward in time and so on. This is sequential reincarnation.

But, in 1998 I realized time and space in relation to a soul means nothing at all. You can have thousands or millions of incarnations at the same time as a soul in the past, present and future all at once in multiple galaxies. I didn't know this was possible until 1998 and 1999 because I hadn't been convinced of this yet as it was too advanced a concept for me until I was about 50 years old to take in. 

"You can't get there until you get there!" is likely a good way to put this.

By God's Grace