Getting Stung

I was watching The Jay Leno Show on late night TV and Dakota Fanning now almost 15 mentioned that she has never been stung by bees ever in her life even during the making of her latest movie "The Secret Life of Bees".

It struck me how different people's lives are today. When I grew up in the 1950s every boy I knew had been stung by bees, hornets, you name it multiple times.

In fact one of my first memories is of being stung by hornets when I was 4 years old walking from my grandfather's 2 1/2 acres of cherry and apple trees and berries in Lake Forest Park Washington and getting stung by hornets. He heard me screaming and came running and poured gasoline on the nest and burned them all up while I watched. My Grandad was my best friend that day.

The next time I remember getting stung was when I was about 8 years old. I was in the attic of our house working on electrical stuff with my Dad when a hornet got underneath my T-shirt and kept repeatedly stinging me. I started to run for the exit. My Dad grabbed my T-shirt or I would have run out into the air 2 stories up and died. He smashed the hornet on my chest and then reached in and pulled the dead thing out. He had saved my young life.

The next time I remember my friends and I were gathering boughs for a school play in the forest. One of us threw a hatchet into an old stump but there happened to be a bees nest in it unbeknownst to us and we 5 were all attacked by bees. I was sick for a couple of days because I got about 5 stings on the sides of my head. Luckily, none of us were allergic to bee stings like some people.

I learned to mix baking soda with a little water to get the poison out. Later still I learned how to suck the poison out with my mouth even though it can make your tongue numb or hurt for a while. But if you spit the poison out after sucking it out the sting hurts a lot less and won't make one sick(as long as one isn't allergic to stings).

Hornets, bees and other things that sting like horseflies all take some getting used to. If you get stung enough because you live in or near nature you learn over time how to coexist with stinging things. If not, you either live somewhere else or you learn how to burn up nests with gasoline or kerosene. Stinging things have their place in nature. Humans are only one factor in nature so wherever possible leave stinging things be. However, even I don't put up with rattlesnakes or black widow spiders if they are near or in where I'm staying. If bees, or hornets leave me alone then I leave them alone.

One of the biggest things is fear. Bees and hornets can smell fear and they will sting if they smell your fear. I think this is because things that fear them kill them so it's only natural to attack something before it can attack them.

Suicides from financial crisis cause concern

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20081014/ap_on_re_us/
financial_crisis_violence;_ylt=AvaY.cugLomjVMpIMlh97oUDW7oF

In times of real or imagined crisis it tends to drive some people to suicide. I think that people who write for newspapers and those who are TV Pundits should be aware that some of this blood is on your hands. Muckraking and sentionalist journalism causes people to commit suicide under these conditions. If you take away people's hope many have no choice but to die. Some walk away from their mortgages but others stay and take their lives. Words have power. Watch your words!

I write to give myself and anyone else hope to go on. Without hope the people perish!!!

Must be a better way

Now both Dad and Mom are gone for some reason I remember the hopeful yet angry and creative young man I once was.

The old saying, "You don't know what you've got til it's gone" applies here.

When you are young you can be angry hopeful happy and unhappy all at the same time. You live in constant overwhelm of both bad and good things. You think your youth will never end. Everything that happens is about you.

I was 20 something. Flash forward 40 years and my life is about my children since I have been raising at least one child under 15 since 1974. If you aren't married or don't want kids you might be horrified by this. However, when my first son was born in 1974 it gave me a reason to stay alive. At the time there had been so many girlfriends and other difficult experiences that I hadn't really had a good reason to stay alive until my son was born. Being a father defined my life. Not being a lover, or a husband but being a father was the first thing that reallly made sense enough to me to sacrifice my life too. And I have been raising kids ever since and teaching my beliefs and traveling the earth with them. My step kids are now 37 and 35 and my son is 34 and all are doing well in their careers. My youngest two daughters are 19 and 12 and my life still is about being a good father. It isn't always easy but it has been my life since 1974 and I wouldn't have it any other way.

A completely self centered life just sort of led me to excess and suicide. Even with spirituality thrown in it wasn't enough until God started manifesting in my life as my children. In an infant and young child one can discover if one allows themselves to, God, in the human condition. Infants and babies are what we all are without all the conditioning good and bad that we suffer through growing up. Obviously, I'm not thrilled with all the conditioning slammed into us until our ears and eyes bleed growing up. Social conditioning is the cruelest thing we do to each other growing up. However, it is the best we have until humans evolve further. But we must keep trying for something better, some better way to grow up. There must be a better way.

3rd generation human being

If you saw the movie "Little Big Man" then you know what a human being is. It is in this context someone who lives in harmony with nature both internal or external, both spiritual and physical.

In this context a human being takes care not to personally rape the earth and all upon it as a life's vocation the way many so called people do.

So when I was in the little city of Mt. Shasta recently at the foot of the Majestic mountain of the same name I was feeling sad and was visiting the place of my father's passing to tell him of his wife's my mothers passing 23 years later. I called my friend since he was about 11 years old. He has been a professional musician since the 1960s and if you have ever been around lifetime musicians they are a very interesting breed of people. He said to me on the phone, "Hey, Fred. Meet me over at Berryvale I'm jamming outside with someone I'd like you to hear." I had no idea what was going to happen but knowing my friend it would likely be interesting. So my family and I met him there. Sure enough there was my friend playing harmonica with some guy on guitar. They both looked like they had stepped out of 1969 so I was having a sort of retro experience. The guy my friend was playing music with sang a song called "Wake up" which is the 9th song on Human's(his name) Breathe Album published by 2007 Human Revolutions or
www.thehumanrevolution.org

the website could be in lower case or all caps

It lifted my spirits to see these two dedicated musicians to their craft playing for free outside a health food store just for fun. Just Jamming. Neither of them hurting for money and both making people smile. I felt transported back to easier times for the average person in the 1960s,70s,80s and 90s. So we bought his "Breathe" album and his new "Love Revolution" Album. As we were leaving Human asked how my old friend and I had met. I said, "Oh. We were both raised in the "I am". You know, the Saint Germain Foundation" Humans eyes widened and he said, "So you are 3rd generation human beings!"

I wasn't sure whether he was referring to my children or my friend and I. Either way I felt complimented to be included in the Human Being movement which considers all life sacred and advocates being kind to all beings on the earth including humans.

Even though I'm 60 and it physically hurts a little to be alive almost every day in some way now it is great to find things that simply make me smile and still glad to be alive!

lyrics of a song I wrote in 1969 full of in those days spirituality, hopefulness and positive religiosity. My friend included this song on his very first recorded album.

It's in C,F and G if you too play the guitar or piano or keyboards

It's called "Together Again". I was newly then(in 1969) remembering hundreds and thousands of previous incarnations then that year. So every day I was meeting new friends I had known many many times before. Whenever you meet dear old friends it is a very happy moment.

"Together Again"

I feel your love
Flow into us
Oh Dear Christ
At last the time has come
We're together again

verse
Together again
together again
Oh Lord, together
together again
together again
the Christs are together again! (I was taught each of us should become like Jesus!)

Now, now the time is now
to give your love
Now, now the time is now
to give your love to ALL!

verse
Together again
together again
Oh Lord, together
together again
together again
the Christs are together again!

Life has waited patiently
to let the God's Awake
Now is the time the Christ has said
"The God's must now awake!"

verse
Together again
together again
Oh Lord, together
together again
together again
the Christs are together again!

Hearts of my heart
Souls of my soul
Awaken to who and what you are!
Each of us must BE the Christ
and live his Mighty Song!

verse
Together again
together again
Oh Lord, together
together again
together again
the Christs are together again!


May this song lift you up to rapture into the Heart of God as it did me!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohND4BKOLno

This is my first attempt at putting a video of me online at youtube

Though God terrified me much like he did the Prophets of the Old Testament until I was about 30 and accepted nonduality and my place in God's great universe, he has always told me to be spontaneous like Jesus and Buddha and Saint Germain. So I searched for teachers of Spontaneous accomplishment.This took me to all the western United States, India, Nepal, Thailand, Europe and even Japan. I call it Crazy Wisdom or the Wisdom Beyond Logic. It is learning to always(most always) be the right place at the right time. It is learning to go where God shows you and to wait for instructions and acting on God's behalf the right instant and the right second being in exactly the right state of consciousness to accomplish God's desires. Both Jesus and Buddha were not only sons of God, they were Angels of God incarnate, intuitively being in the perfect moment on God's behalf.

Today I was given the go ahead

A Precognitives sad duty

First of all, as a lifelong precognitive psychic, if I write about something I see it tends to change it. If I see something I like is going to happen I say nothing to anyone. So the fact that I'm saying it is to change the future to a better outcome.

I just picked up something awful. The common people of the world are more pissed off right now than they were during the Great Depression and World War II combined. These are very scary times. The are even more pissed off than they were during the Viet Nam War. All this isn't good but it is a harbinger of very great change all over earth no matter what.

This is what I just saw. The very worst outcome is if McCain gets elected. Normally, this would be okay but this time the common people of the United States(average Joe's and Josephine's) are not going to put up with another stolen election like 2000. Whether the 2000 election was actually stolen or not is not the point. It is perception. People kill based upon their perceptions. And right now another suspicious election like 2000 becaus
e of how high Obama is right now in the polls is going to cause problems, serious ones, blood in the street kinds of problems. And long run it causes the permanent demise of the American Democracy. It looks like something as awful as the French revolution where the King and Marie Antoinette were guillotined, in that CEOs with Golden parachutes die from mobs. I have never seen such anger in my life and I have lived 60 years(born in 1948). The common people are MORE pissed off with the rich who they feel caused this than they were with the old Soviet Union(and that is saying something).

No. The only way I can presently see to calm the masses and to begin to create things back on track is if Obama is elected. Yes. He could be assasinated. However, even in this outcome there is no revolution like the French one. The rich don't start mob violence. People who have felt disenfranchised and betrayed and bankrupted for 8 years do. Even with Biden as President there is no complete collapse of our American Democracy.

There, I have said it. Now maybe because I have said what I see if McCain is elected the horror doesn't have to happen. I feel McCain has always been an honorable man who suffered and who became a hero. It is not about him. It is the perceptions of the masses and they are ready to rumble. All they need is a target to bloody and the targets are growing in number every day.

I hope to God I'm wrong about what I'm picking up. If you are a psychic or you know one, either you cross check me or ask them to cross check for me. This is too important to get wrong!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20081013/pl_nm/us_usa_politics_poll_report
The above news article and others that show Obama 6 to 10 points ahead will trigger the bloody riots and signal the beginning of the end of the United States if McCain is elected either legally or illegally now.

G7 Must agree or Barter system returns

U.S. and European leaders must agree on how to fix the financial crisis. The alternative is the barter system returning en masse to the United States and anywhere else their financial system isn't working credit wise.

This should be important news to governments everywhere because the barter system(the original way to buy things without money) doesn't lend itself to taxation at any point. So governments everywhere if they still want a tax base need to straighten the credit mess out pronto. It is more important for many nations tax base than for any other single reason. Because if there is no credit there WILL BE BARTERING!

Shakers and Iamers

What do these two groups have in common? They both advocated celibacy whether adherents were married or not. What happens to a group or religion that practices only celibacy? It dies out like all the Shakers eventually did. However, in the case of the Iamers "I AM ers" my parents were put in charge of their Los Angeles Church in 1954. Because they had already had me, "I amers" did not go the way of the Shakers. Because I was a Major group church leader's son, I was allowed to stay at church conference centers. As a result of this de facto change all sorts of members de facto decided they could have children too. However, those who had been consciously disciplined into celibacy since the early 1930s were very upset because they had sacrificed in many cases marriage and family and felt betrayed by the church hierarchy. They took their revenge on me and my parents by causing my excommunication from the church in 1969. My father left the church in 1974 in disgust. Though he was a loyal church member he could not stomach all the things he knew to be lies said about me anymore. He joined a similar church that I had joined at the time. Though I didn't stay with that church either. He was very happy there. I basically found that I was to independently minded and was too much of a "truth seeker" for me to be happy with any one church. For what I found was "God is where you find him, her, it, the being". And that search can lead anywhere because God is everywhere and everywhen.

This is one reason why I have learned the hard way not to EVER trust people who are celibate. Their intentions might be good but the end result tends to be awful 99% of the time. I think sex is like food, and breathing and going to the bathroom. Most people just aren't sane or right without it. I'm with the Greeks "Moderation in all things".

Dollar Going UP

It is not that the dollar is doing that great. It is that almost all other currencies are doing worse right now. So the dollar and gold appear to be havens of a sort for worldwide investors. The dollar has now returned to territory at least against the Euro not seen for over one year now of .7461 (I used Yahoo financial info) for dollar-Euro comparisons).

As oil keeps dropping like a stone some say the bottom for oil is somewhere(depending upon the expert) somewhere between 40 and 60 dollars a barrel for oil. Many believe now that it doesn't really matter what opec does because many nations MUST pump oil at almost any price or they completely go out of business. So I guess those countries with the lowest wages would fare the best at low oil prices and still make a profit. (But this is just a guess).

Though this in general is bad news for oil companies it is good news for poor people who need to eat food to stay alive unless their banks are closed.

I heard on the David Letterman show that the United Nations has figured a way to feed every child on earth for 3 billion dollars. Though this is only a cup of rice a day, it is enough if grown in third world countries to keep the children of the world alive for, I believe one year?

World Financial problems and one solution

The problem as I see it is credit at this point worldwide. Many banks worldwide cannot extend credit to most people because of unpaid credit default swaps. The only way I can presently see to unfreeze credit worldwide is for all governments to say to their banks, "Open credit up or be nationalized! The taxpayers of the respective countries can then own stock in those banks until they become solvent again at which point the preferred stockholders of those banks(those nations taxpayers) should sell their stock to investors worldwide and make a profit to help their countries tax base.

In this way all unpaid credit default swaps become universally unpaid and permanently unrecognized because the banking corporate legal entities no longer exist as banking corporations having been bought by still solvent banks who either were not involved in credit default swaps or having been nationalized with taxpayers of those nations having de facto become preferred stockholders of those nationalized banks. This is the only way I can think of to prevent an all out 1929 style Great Depression unfolding caused this time by leveraged banks instead of leveraged individual investors like the 1929 Great depression.

In these two ways all credit default swaps still unpaid become null and void and average people worldwide don't have to starve and die just because of mistakes made by banking institutions in credit default swaps they could not possibly ever have paid off in the first place. 62 trillion dollars is an impossible figure in presently unpaid credit default swaps worldwide. It is a gordian knot that governments must now take a sword or axe to just like Alexander the Great took his sword to the original Gordian knot.

Solving the World Financial Collapse

The banks CANNOT solve the problem. Only the federal governments of the world can solve it by taking over and running all banks. Banks cannot solve the problem because their reputations with each other are at stake. Governments didn't make these outlandish credit default swap bets, banks did. So banks as they now exist are over. All banks need to be run at core now by governments using taxpayer money. Don't give it to the bankers who will try to pay off their credit default swaps with it!

No. Governments must TAKE OVER banks completely and nullify all credit default swaps and back this change up with police or military if necessary. Otherwise it really is 1929 all over again!!!

62 trillion

Sixty-two trillion dollars is the amount generally now agreed upon by financial experts as the true amount in credit default swaps worldwide that are now at the core of why the credit market is frozen. Imagine thousands of poker players(banks) worldwide and for example they all bet on let's say Lehman brothers not collapsing. As long as this didn't happen these banks made 20 million dollars a month each as long as Lehman brothers didn't collapse. But they didn't have the money to pay off such a bet. So when Lehman brothers or anything else they bet on collapsed they were screwed and so were we. So, like most poker players they could get embarrassed or walk away or get shot by those demanding to collect their winnings(hedge insurance money). But there never were enough winnings and everyone on earth got screwed. Now when the federal governments try to loosen up credit, they can't for the same reason the government couldn't fix the stock market crash in 1929. Only this time it isn't leveraged investors it is leveraged banks who bet too high and bought the farm for all of us. 1929 and 2008. Two collapses. One caused by individual investors and one caused by unpaid credit default swaps.

Cash on Hand

These times remind me of my Grandad buried 25,000 dollars in his front yard when so many banks collapsed during the Great Depression that banks absolutely couldn't be trusted. Sort of like now.

There still are a few banks that seem to be okay like Wells Fargo, Bank of America and Chase. I'm not really sure anymore what other ones are good because of all the bank failures.

It is a time to at the very least put away cash enough for 3 months and or gold into a safety deposit box. Note: a safety deposit box in a bank is different than having money deposited in an account. Money in an account could be lost if FDIC doesn't cover it(over 100,000 in any banking system even with multiple accounts in the same name). However, in a safety deposit box all you are renting is the box and the bank has no right to know what you put in the box or what you take out as long as you pay your safety deposit fees on time. Also people put in take out put in take out whenever they want. These times deserve about 3 months worth of monies or gold in a safety deposit box to protect you and your family from your bank (or the government going belly up). Think about it.

What Caused all this?

fiction? I have been thinking about the most plausible scenario for the world financial meltdown. Here is my theory. What if (and I know these computer models have been created)the most prestigious colleges and universities created computer models for life on earth(CO2, rise in temperatures, etc) for the next 50 years and it was found that human life began to go completely extinct within 100 years and most other life is beginning to go extinct now which it is if you have read any studies at all.

The results of these computer generations of what likely will happen would then be shared with the elite of all nations(governmental, captains of business and scientists) and they would ask themselves: How do we stop human extinction? We are now living the answer. All of us!

Foreclosures must STOP

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/10/09/us/09chicago.html?ref=business

In the present credit crisis to foreclose houses might result in serious consequences to renters who likely are paying their rent without being told the owner is being foreclosed. Under these circumstances it is a public health hazard to put people out into the street when even businesses can't get loans. People can't get loans to move. If they have been paying their rent and not told the property they live in is being foreclosed then some other legal option must be made available when 95% all all businesses and people can't get loans for anything including moving at this time.

The Chicago Sheriff's office for this reason won't evict anyone because of this and because of this problem likely this stance will be adopted by most or all Cities, counties and states eventually until this present credit crisis subsides.

It is my view that Government at all levels Federal, state and local must temporarily or permanently take over foreclosing properties in order to circumvent incredible damage to peoples life and limb taking place at this time because of no ability to obtain credit even to move for renters who have no previous knowledge from any source of impending foreclosures.

Homeless people are being created every day in this unfair crisis. This will only become an ever increasing public physical, financial and mental health disaster and people evicted with no place to live cannot over time continue health or working at jobs under these crazy conditions.

It is like our system of government is committing suicide through its citizens. Wake up people!

Believe Whatever You Want

In America, you can literally believe whatever you want as long as you don't hurt or kill anyone. If you hurt or kill someone you will go to jail or get shot by police while they try to take you to jail. This is also true in most democracies on earth.

However, what is true? What is the ultimate truth? I've spent the last 60 years thinking about this. This is my answer: We are all God's children, the Children of God(if you believe in God, if you don't please bear with me.) Since each human and each being in the universe has his, her or its own personal covenant with God and Life, what each being believes is their own personal covenant with God and their religion and as long as that doesn't hurt anyone or result in anyone's untimely death then that is what is true for them. It doesn't have to be what everyone else believes. In fact, if only one person believes it, in a way it is superior to what millions or billions believe because it is personalized and customized like a wonderful marriage for life with the creator of all life and space-everything. I personally think the most wonderful thing I personally have ever experienced is my own personal covenant with Life, God, the Creator! For me, basic fear left me upon reaching and co-creating my personal covenant with God.

Yes. There was moaning and screaming and crying and begging and realizations and pain and growing before we banged out what would work for us much like all people who plan to stay together for life. But once we created an agreement that worked for the both of us, things have gone relatively smoothly ever since. Yes. There are still world calamities and people around the world dying and getting sick and whatever. However, since I made the supreme effort to create my personal covenant with God, God has honored my personal covenant and I have tried to honor my side of the agreement. My side of the agreement is quite simple: It is to help all beings any way I can or any way God asks me to physically, monetarily, or any way that God asks me to in this life or after. God basically said to me, "The purpose of life is to love and to bless life."
God said to me, "You are one of my instruments of Blessing to mankind." I'm obviously not the only one just one of many. Since you are reading this likely you are obviously one too.

fiction? Sometimes God does things that I have no rational explanation for. Miracles, I have found have become an everyday occurance in my life and I am very grateful for this to God and all his angels.

I have written about a lady named Elohar since the 1980s. I didn't have a name for her until the early 80s. I knew of her different incarnations past, present and future but did not fully understand like I do now.

First of all, Elohar, I have come to believe may be a future incarnation of my mother. I began to write of Elohar and Ragna who live in 7000 AD(around this date). More specifically they came from 7028 AD the first time and later dates after that. They said they were reincarnations of my parents and that my father was a military man, a general in charge of time travel at that time. My mother's reincarnation was as Elohar, a very gifted Seer and psychologist or Court Seer and Counselor. So, her place in Government would be something like a Billy Graham is now and has been in those times and my father Ragna would be something like a General Petraeus time traveler of a future 1 world Government(sort of like if the United Nations ran everything.)

Anyway, the last time they physically appeared to me was at Castle Lake, California (near the Oregon Border). Also, it is a pristine alpine lake not a town or city at 6000 feet. (Often the road closes if there is much snow) I often ski across the lake after it freezes over during winter. There is a scar above the I believe North Western portion of the lake where their time and space traveling saucer buried itself for five years(it is gone now). It did this one week before 9-11.

As I understood this at the time, one of the reasons was to monitor my safety as I relayed information cryptically through my online writings. They said my writings all the way back to November 1969 are encoded and meant for earth governments to help them survive real time calamities. It is basically advice which tends to arise months or days before calamities to avoid problems. There are laws that Ragna and Elohar have to abide by. They can only share what will lessen problems. If they change time too much it creates worse problems. So they can only help mankind learn lessons without going extinct. This is the tried and true way of moving mankind forward to long term survival on earth and beyond into colonizing other planets and dimensions in the near and far future. Whether all this is true or not I have no evidence.

The only thing I'm sure of is that I am extremely intuitively gifted. I find I am kind of an intuitive genius the way some people are intellectual geniuses. However, I find that being an intuitive genius is more desirable because it is holistic whereas being only smart without the right kind of common sense or intuition only causes often the death of the smart person or the death of other people around that smart person.

Like Einstein said, "Intelligence isn't very useful without common sense."

Two days ago I met a lady while walking my dogs. She had dyed red hair and was very nice looking and had blue eyes. She must have been somewhere between 32 and 45. Since I am now 60 I find it hard to tell these days. It is much easier to tell by behavior than by looks because of face lifts etc. where I live. Most people aren't poor here so I can't always tell the actual age of someone, especially a woman.

As we spoke(because I am a psychic) I noticed that she was very aware, both intelligent and intuitively aware. I found myself intoxicated by her intuitive nature and intelligence. This doesn't happen to me very often(almost never). So I knew I was dealing with someone very special.

She had a black Labrador that she said was a friend's rescue dog and I had my two dogs with me. I asked if she dog sat as often my wife and I have to travel on business or pleasure one or more times a month and are always looking for a loving dog sitter while we are gone because good ones are often scheduled weeks ahead of time whereas often we don't know where we are going until the week or even the day sometimes. Since I am an intuitive I prefer to be as spontaneous as possible because I can protect my family much better this way, intuitively. I long ago learned how to be in the right place at the right time and use this spiritual ability to maximize positive outcomes for all beings.

I didn't think to much about this after we went our separate ways other than to wonder what was this connection we shared that I sensed. Finally at about 5 am the next morning I sat bolt upright out of a dead sleep spooked by something but I wasn't sure what it was. Within several hours I realized what it was. This woman was Elohar. Coming veiled is standard operating procedure. In this way all things are psychically passed(like a book in ones mind) for unveiling later.

This is also how Gurus enlighten their students(the way it has been done for thousands of years). Even Jesus used this Auric telepathic method with his disciples and students. In this way 1000 of pages of information can be passed in a few moments of conversation secretly and unveiled over days, months or years in the student, or even during a whole lifetime until the student becomes the next master and does the same.

Another useful message about this is: "One picture is worth a thousand words"

I felt uneasy all day yesterday because of this as the last time Elohar appeared to me it was one week before 9-11-01. This made me very nervous. But I think this time it is because of the world financial crisis and the fact that 3 members of my extended family passed on in the last 4 months so I feel a little out of body and since one is a member of my wife's family and 2 are members of my extended family it is a lot for someone 60 years old to deal with. Doable but a lot.

So, likely she and Ragna came to prepare me for the next phase of life on earth and through my writings they came to help you too.