Thursday, August 11, 2011

The Further Adventures of Jonathan Flow

 Note: Jonathan first shows up in my writing in "Memories" which is an online book I wrote in sections in my spare time from 1980 to about 2000. By the way Memories part 2 also includes part 3. In part 3 Chapter 4 Jonathan Flow Shows up and is the narrator of the whole "Memories" book of experiences through time of various beings incarnating in the past, present and future. And some of the beings like Arcane and Celeste have multiple lifetimes in the course of the book. For example Fire Crystal reincarnates on the planet New Deva as Arrayin who is a New Deva living Saint. Then she reincarnates as Celeste Weaver on a humanistic planet where religions aren't allowed at all.

Arcane (who eventually evolves into Saint Germain during this incarnation) is born first in this book as Darshan in ancient Atlantis here on earth between 12,000 and 25,000 BC  and becomes a cabin boy on his uncles ship. Then Fire Crystal and Darshan go to heaven together and reincarnate on New Deva. And their experiences in heaven between incarnations is shared. When Fire Crystal reincarnates and becomes Arayin, Darshan who reincarnates as Arcane about 1,000,000 years into the future of our present day, Arcane and Arayin are  betrothed to eventually marry after the war. Then  Arcane eventually meets Celeste Weaver the next incarnation of Arayin on Earth while working for the Galactic Time Guard in 1987 after the war between New Deva and Isfahel is over.

In addition to the above buttons for the online book "Memories" there is also:
Jonathan woke up. The wedding of his God Daughter he and his family had been waiting all summer for. He had very mixed feelings about it because in his elder wisdom he knew it might be better if they waited until the groom got out of graduate school. But then, they were old enough, they and they had already lived together at least 3 years so what did it matter whether they just continued living together or got married. Jonathan thought about this and to himself he had to say, "Women, especially intelligent women tend to change when they believe themselves to be married instead of just living together. They are more apt to get pregnant and all sorts of other decisions that they might not make if they were just living together. So, this completely changes the dynamics in most relationships once a public marriage has occurred." But, life goes on and Jonathan thought of his own three marriages and of how he wouldn't have listened to anyone regarding this kind of thinking as a young person either. He thought of how when his parents forbade him to marry his first wife who was pregnant then with his son to be. He had thrown a chair through a 5 foot by 10 foot  picture window in their house and broke it in response to their demanding he not marry his pregnant girlfriend. They never asked him not to marry her again. Even though they were right about it being a marriage that couldn't last, in the end he was given custody of his son when he was 3 and had raised him to adulthood by himself and with his second wife and now his 3rd wife was pivotal in his sons success in college and life and marriage. So, how long had it taken Jonathan to figure everything out he presently understood about life. Oh, about 63 years now. So, how could he expect 25 year old's to have a similar sensibility to them than a 63 year old. Yes. You are right. It just isn't going to happen is it?

So, Jonathan sort of felt like he was coming out of a summer long fog now of feeling sort of responsible for what he felt coming while not being able to do anything to create a different outcome. That's a lot like what it is like to be a real adult and also to be a real intuitive that oftentimes sees the future years before it happens. It sometimes is helpful in saving lives in various ways. But most of the time you see what is coming and then just have to watch it all happen like a slow moving car or train wreck sometimes like watching it all happen in slow motion. You see the collision, but once the collision (or primary causation factors) occur there is usually nothing you can do but watch the rest of it with a sick feeling in your stomach while hopefully praying for the best outcome that can possibly be.

This is especially difficult when it concerns people you deeply love like in this case. But then that's life! C'est La Vie! as the french say.

So, Jonathan was coming out of this fog of summer and the wedding and looking forward to what would come next in his life for a change. He was looking forward to traveling in the fall and winter of this year and looking forward to meeting Arcane soon (Saint Germain).

Note: Arcane definition- known or understood by very few; mysterious; secret; obscure; esoteric: 

As Jonathan thought about Arcane he heard Arcane's mind pick him up and they started conversing telepathically like Jonathan and Arcane had since Jonathan was a boy about 9 or 10 years of age. Before that Jonathan talked a lot with God and with Jesus until Saint Germain also got involved in Jonathan's Scientific, spiritual and humanitarian training.

Jonathan remembered one day when a boy he knew was walking home from school with him. They both must have been about 8 years old at the time. Their conversation went a lot like this,
Jonathan: What's wrong, Steve?
Steve in tears: My mother has one boyfriend after another. I don't have a bicycle. We don't have a car or anything. Mom's boyfriends beat me up or burn me with cigarettes sometimes just to be mean. I'm scared, Jonathan."
Jonathan being only 8 years old and not having learned enough diplomacy or how to deal with situations like this just said, "Well. I have a bicycle. My Mom's great and my Dad owns a car and he never beats me. And I feel fairly safe in my life".
Steve screamed in rage and pushed Jonathan to the ground.
The effect of this was sort of if a squirrel had attacked a raccoon. This wasn't going to hurt Jonathan much as the squirrel (Steve) was just out of control in pent up rage at the injustice of his life and Jonathan knew it. Jonathan wasn't the problem. Steve's life was the problem. So, Jonathan didn't take it personally and just blocked the blows instead of hurting Steve. Because Steve was just working through the hell of his life. That's all. So Jonathan didn't take it personally, even though fending off the blows made his arms all black and blue over the next few days. But at least his face, head and neck were okay so that was the main thing.

So Jonathan was laying on his back on the ground and Steve was sitting on his chest and trying to hit him in the face and chest and anywhere he could. But Jonathan was a head or more taller than Steve so this wasn't any kind of fair contest at all because Jonathan would have been strong enough to knock Steve out if he had wanted to. So Jonathan just let Steve let out his rage in therapy while blocking all his blows like a good friend would as best he could.

About this same time Jonathan's father drove up late to pick him up from school. Jonathan and Steve had already walked part of the way home before Steve freaked out and attacked Jonathan and knocked him down and sat on him. So, when Fred Sr. drove up in his new 1956 Century Buick Steve got up screaming and ran away crying.  So Fred Sr. Jonathan's Dad asked what was going on and said, "Why didn't you defend yourself?"

Jonathan was sort of ashamed for his father to have seen that and said, "I didn't want to hurt Steve. He has a really terrible life and just couldn't take it anymore because I have everything and he has nothing."

Jonathan's father began to see his son as beginning to become a grownup after that. Jonathan's Dad was a very intelligent man and realized his son was an amazing person  from then on. This day began their adult father son relationship.

Jonathan's father and mother had introduced him to Saint Germain. His father met Saint Germain when he charted a yacht to to Tahiti from Vancouver, Canada and visited Seattle where he lived, Portland, San Francisco, Los Angeles and Long Beach and finally Catalina Island was the last land until Tahiti and the Tuomoto Archipeligo then in 1939. Jonathan's Dad traveled there with his first wife and his younger brother Tommy (Uncle Tommy Travels Time) at dragonofcompassion.com.

dragonofcompassion - Uncle Tommy Travels Time

Tommy had blue eyes like Jonathan's father Fred and blonde hair. Both Fred and Tommy were over 6 feet 2 inches tall and had curly hair (only Fred's was curly and black and Tommy's was curly and blonde). Dad's wife had reddish long hair with blue eyes as well. Dad was 24 and his brother was 22 and his wife was about 20 or 21 when they all sailed to Tahiti for a couple of years. They came back mostly because World War II had started in the Pacific and it was getting dangerous to be anywhere in the Pacific by 1941.

While they were sailing to Tahiti Jonathan's Dad read "Unveiled Mysteries" and "The Magic Presence" and "I am Discourses". The three books had been Given to Fred Sr. by his mother and father in law. Fred Sr. talked about how his father in law had said to him, "Fred. I'm too old to do the work. But if you are diligent you will never die. Just follow the instructions in this book and you just might become enlightened and eternally youthful." Fred senior who was interested in Paul Bragg's organic foods regimen (Jack LaLane was also a student of Paul Bragg as well). So, the idea of remaining eternally youthful like in the 1930s movie "Shangri-la" was an attractive idea to people back then as now.

So, even though my father and his first wife and brother didn't get to live their permanent "Shangri-la" life in Tahiti as was then their dream, this dream also was kept alive in Jonathan, Fred's son born in 1948 to his second wife. Tommy was a military test pilot and disappeared in early 1942 into (Uncle Tommy Travels time) along with Albert Einstein and Nicola Tesla(Tesla survived until he mysteriously died after asking FDR if he could make free electricity for everyone in the U.S.  in 1944(Tesla invented alternating current and fluorescent lighting and Tesla Coils etc.) And Albert Einstein lived until April 18th 1955 when I was 7 years old.

So, as Saint Germain began to become real to my father, he became very much a part of the dreams of the future and of the immortality of mankind written about in Unveiled Mysteries, The Magic Presence and all the other books of this series. When my father returned to the U.S. mainland in 1941 he got involved with the religion that sprang up from these books. Though his first wife and he broke up in 1946, he met and married my mother in late 1946 and I was born in 1948. So, I was taught to visualize health, protection and immortality for myself and all beings just like he first read about in 1939. My mother was connected to this religion through her father in 1936 when she was 16 years old and met my father when he returned to Seattle to his home in 1941 there. She grew up in Alkai Point on the Puget Sound there in the Seattle Area. She said that movie theaters there only cost a nickle in the 1920s when she was little to go to a movie then. She said her father and she and her two sisters would walk back from the movie at 9 or 10 on weekend nights. This was a tradition that she passed on down to me as well. I remember going to see movies like "A Summer Place" when I was little and it sort of scared me at the time. But the scariest movie of all I agree with other authors is (at age 4) "Bambi". Seeing at age 4 a movie about someone's mother being shot was more horrific than any movie I have ever seen since (at least to a 4 year old). When I was about 10 years old I could watch 25 Cartoons at a Saturday show for 25cents around 1958. Remember, there was no internet, no video tapes, no dvd, and no CD's and there wasn't even cassette tape yet. There were only transistor radios, records an record players and reel to reel tape recorders. However, we all thought what we had was the bees knees at the time. It was totally cool. In fact, I still can't get used to it being past 1973. It just seems wrong for the calendar to be anything past 1973. But that's just me. From my point of view everyone, we all, live in the future now.

2001, a Space Odessey? Heck that's 30 years from now?

I'm just playing with you. That's just what it feels like. However, for all of us it is always either "Adapt or Die". We've all seen what happens to those who can't adapt anymore. 

Growing up with Saint Germain and Jesus. This was sort of an odd experience because most of the time I couldn't talk to my friends at public school about any of this because of the time we lived in. Even though I lived in Coastal California which even then was sort of the most "Anything Goes" place in the U.S.  I still had to be careful about talking about Saint Germain.  As being vegetarian and groovy didn't even start to come into the mainstream until about 1965 or 1970 or so even in Los Angeles and San Francisco. But by the 1970s Saint Germain was almost as easy to talk about as Jesus had been. (As long as you were with the right group of people). If you were with the wrong group they would still freak out. But at least there were people who knew who you were talking about when you spoke about Saint Germain, Masonic Orders, Rosicrucian Orders, The Knights Templar and all this sort of esoteric stuff that dates back to at least the Crusades and likely to the Birth of Christ himself. And some of the ideas like immortality go back into Egyptian and previous to that probably Atlantean, Lemurian, and even Mu which stretches us back at least 500,000 years to 1,000,000 years into the past.

 

So, calling Saint Germain, Arcane which means "known or understood by very few; mysterious; secret; obscure; esoteric" I find to be incredibly useful.

 

Because the more I study about all this the more I come upon ideas so powerful that I often think that unless you are willing to perservere through many years of study and learn to develop compassion for all life in the universe, some of the things you will learn would be dangerous unless you had compassion for all life in the universe. But once you develop this level of actual (not just theoretical compassion) you are safe to have access to these types of secrets. Because you understand that to misuse the things you learn results in only one or both of two things: insanity and  death.

So, becoming an adept must be approached carefully and with proper motivation over the years one learns amazing things one by one.

The other thing that I have found is that the type of person who becomes the most successful as an adept has ultimate freedom to travel the world and isn't necessarily the member of an organized church. (although there are always exceptions to every rule). The other kind of interesting thing is that adepts might have more in common with James Bond than one might think as well. So, writing about adepts I have always found very interesting because they tend to be the most intelligent, intuitive, and adventurous of people as well and tend to be world travelers all. 

Jonathan thought about all he had written and thought, "Well. That was a lot different than I thought I would be writing about. But then, I do feel like if the conditions all come together I have something wonderful and mysterious just waiting to come out to help mankind once again.

About this time Saint Germain, (Arcane) showed up and said, "Well. What do you think about the present chaos on Earth?" 

Jonathan didn't really know how to take this. So he said, "I personally hope it will be more like Y2k and less like the Great Depression and World War II."

Arcane said, "I think it won't be that bad. But I think that all the apocalyptic people are going to scare mankind pretty bad in the process. I'm not entirely sure yet how bad it is going to get."

Jonathan spoke to Saint Germain as his teacher and Guru and said, "How should I play this, Saint Germain?" 

Saint Germain understood the seriousness of the question when he said, "Yes. I understand your question. What I would do is be very aware of what is needed each moment. That way you can know what to visualize to happen to help and to protect all life on Earth both now and into the future."

So Jonathan said, "So, spontaneous visualization customized for each moment every day is the best course of action."

Yes. And always be sensitive to the group needs of the planet as you create your visualizations. Remember, watch for good prayer forms as they generate around the planet and join with them to increase their power as well as be constantly modulating according to the needs of life on the planet."

Jonathan bowed his head and said, "Thank you, Arcane" in respect to his now thousands of years old spiritual teacher.

 

 

Jonathan in 1974

 

Jonathan looked at his teacher Saint Germain and said, "Do you remember 1973 and 1974?"

Saint Germain said, "Of course, Jonathan."

Jonathan: "Well. I have been thinking a lot about how you got me to have my son and how you came to me on Easter Sunday 1973 and first appeared to me physically."

Saint Germain said, "Well. It was important to fundamentally change you into a form that could actually eventually become Meridian. So it was something that in the future you told me I should do for you."

Jonathan said, "How does all that really work?"

Saint Germain said, "At a certain place science and intuition and time and space and consciousness all blend and it becomes more an art than a science."

Jonathan: "So you just have to get enough experience and a sense of what you have to do next?"

Saint Germain nodded, "It's a lot like Surfing or Skiing or flying a plane or breathing or art work or playing music. You have to get enough confidence to know you are really good at something while at the same time knowing that souls and lives depend upon exactly what you are doing. So there can't be any mistakes. There is a lot of responsibility like knowing you are a doctor performing an operation and that there might not be a second chance of getting it right the very first time."

Jonathan: "So I have to have this kind of confidence eventually too?"

Saint Germain: "We all do. It's necessary."

 

Jonathan: "I remember how after that I started to share your memories of your present lifetime and others starting then. I realized my brain and mind had changed to something entirely different."

Saint Germain:"Like I said it was the only way I knew to move you to becoming Meridian eventually".

Jonathan: "There was the lady in Mt. Shasta from Portland who demanded my campsite at Panther Meadows so I shared it with her and she thought I was you, Saint Germain."

Saint Germain: "That was a good thing. She took pictures of you and did a new age presentation in Portland that some of the people you knew came to and said, "Hey. That's Jonathan. That she thought you were Saint Germain changed many lives."

Jonathan: "But what was happening really?"

Saint Germain: "I was overshadowing you so her experience was that you actually were Saint Germain. That was what she needed so I gave it to her through you."

Jonathan:" Why did Elohar and Ragna come into my life the way they did?"

Saint Germain "They and I first saved your life in 1969. Without our coming to you in the way we did you would have been gone. The same is true of your friend who helped save your life back then."

Jonathan: "What do I need now to continue the work we are doing together?"

Saint Germain: "Just know everything on earth is going through a very deep fundamental change right now."

Jonathan: "Will there be big wars again?"

Saint Germain: "That's very unlikely actually. What is more likely is that the developed world will deal with a lot of things like riots and aspects of government will have to change to become more efficient worldwide so this will cause a lot of turmoil but not major wars. The time of major wars likely is over. There is too much communication worldwide for there to be big wars like their once was. People worldwide will stop any big war before it starts through new forms of communication worldwide."

Jonathan: "I remember going to Hawaii with my first wife and son. Many of the things you told me would happen began to happen then."

Saint Germain: "All you had to do was to be disciplined enough and yet balanced enough to begin formal states of evolutionary enlightenment ongoing."

Jonathan: "I remember being in Hawaii and realizing that most workaholic attitudes came from neuroses caused by growing up in snow country where if you didn't get busy you froze to death. Whereas living in places in the tropics like Hawaii people were more interested in being intuitive so they didn't short out their brains in the heat trying to think so hard."

Saint Germain laughed, "I suppose that is one way to put it. But there are many other points of view about that too."

Jonathan: "The main point I'm trying to make is that the natural state of human kind is more intuitive and less neurotic than the world I grew up in in the U.S. mainland."

Saint Germain smiled and looked into Jonathan: "Yes", he said, "Necessity is the mother of invention all over the world."

 




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