A friend of mine suggested to me that I return to the "I AM" activity that I was raised in as a child. However, the Saint Germain Foundation and I parted ways in 1969 and I have been away ever since. So, at this point I am one of only a few left alive who studied with Mrs. Ballard who passed away in the early 1970s. As I was thinking about this more, I realized I couldn't be as open as I am here at this blogsite in what I talk about. However, often in for example a more disciplined church you have to be careful how you speak this is true.
I realized I couldn't likely be in what is called "The Heart Center" (leadership) of the church and keep mum about my actual thoughts and feelings but it would be nice to see all the folks that are still left alive that I knew as a child and young man up to age 21 in 1969 once again as well as all their children and grandchildren or even great grandchildren worldwide.
There are what is called "Fundamentals" that if they are the same one has to go through these once or twice a year to be a "Current" and up to date Student of the "I AM" and able to attend all the functions in various parts of the country and sometimes in other parts of the world as well.
So, I have given some thought to this. However, it is hard when you have made your life about "letting it all hang out" in that you are more honest and sharing than most people are in their lives to closing up for this situation or that. However, in various circles in life we all have to be careful what we say I guess.
So, here at this blog I can say more of what I want in a context of what I might say to my closest of friends and I find this is really nice to be able to do this and to help people around the world with this truth and honesty in a helpful healing way.
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