Friday, December 13, 2019

Should you tell someone if you know they are dying?

This is a very troubling question I find. When you are gifted by God like me it is very troubling indeed.

This actually happened in fall of 1998:

My wife's mother was with us in her home with her husband and we were having Thanksgiving Dinner. I had had my own physical health problems a month or two before so My wife wasn't sure I was going to live either at that time regarding what has since been diagnosed as a Heart virus then.

I looked at my wife's mother's Aura and realized she had approximately 6 months to live at that point. I agonized over whether I should tell anyone about it. I decided (and wonder now if I should have done this) to tell my wife in the hope that she might get her mother to a doctor while there might be something done to save her.

But, instead this is what actually happened. My wife got hysterical and starting hitting my chest and told me I was full of shit and told me never to speak of this ever again. But then, two months later her mother was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer and without Chemo would die within a few months. She passed away in early April.

Should I have told my wife about this? I don't really know. All I know is that I knew her mother was going to pass away within about 6 months in November at Thanksgiving Dinner 1998 and she passed away early April 1999.

My question to you is "Why do I have this skill to diagnose when someone is going to die?" "What is the usefulness of this?"

The same with earthquakes sometimes. I have known many times when bad earthquakes like the Loma Prieta Earthquake in California in 1989 were going to happen 1 month before it occurred. So, I traveled with most of my family to Maui and watched the earthquake happen live on TV instead of living through it in California because the epicenter was 6 miles from Family student Housing where I lived with my family then at UCSC at the time.

The next earthquake I knew was coming was in 2004 when 250,000 people died in Indonesia, Thailand and Ceylon and on many islands in the Pacific Ocean from the Earthquake and Tsunami. I knew it was coming but I didn't know when it would occur or where it would occur about a month before it happened. So, I was very afraid until it happened that I and my family might die from it in California because it was just so strong and the heaven realms came so close to earth I knew thousands were going to die one month before it occurred. So, I was scared until I watched it I believe on December 26th? 2004 on TV with my father in law live. Then I was relieved that at least my family wasn't going to die that day. But, I also felt sick for all those that did die then.

So, should you tell people you know they are dying? (whether it is one or thousands?) I suppose if you are gifted like me you will have to find your own way regarding all this.

The problem becomes: "No one will believe you anyway!" So, from this point of view they are all dead and you know it and there is nothing much you can do but pray.

By God's Grace

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