You are going to have to live with yourself as long as you live in this body here on earth. So, if you don't like yourself why should anyone else either?
Making friends with yourself and learning to like and to love yourself helps others to like and love you too. If you don't like yourself why should anyone else?
The world is a strange place after all.
I remember being terrified a lot at age 2 with whooping cough and then again from ages 10 to 15 after a concussion gave me seizures at night when I slept. It was different than night terrors which one of my daughters had during a divorce when she was around 7 to 9 years old. Many children have night terrors.
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But, what I experienced between ages 10 and 15 was caused by an actual concussion. AT the time neither I nor my parents or doctors really seemed to understand it. I even didn't fully understand it until my son was studying to become a nurse. He told me it was called Childhood epilepsy caused by a concussion which is the ONLY form of epilepsy you usually grow out of as your cranium (skull) grows and relieves the pressure of the concussion on your brain usually by age 15 or 16.
But, if your child or you are having night terrors it usually is associated with divorce, a breakup, a really bad job where you are being abused in some way at work or at school or something like this.
What I was experiencing was more serious because I knew I likely was going to die from what I was dealing with.
Finally in desperation I asked God to come live in my body with me and this actually worked because I never had another seizure at night after I asked God to live in my body with me. And this is true now since 1963 when I was 15 years old. However, my physical appearance completely changed when God came into my body and girls started falling in love with me a lot. At first this was confusing until I realized fully that God really had come into my body and was living with me here and I realized that girls were actually falling in love with God who came into my body and not really me which was also confusing for a 15 year old. But, by age 16 I realized it was all God's plan anyway so I began to accept girls and women of all ages falling in love with me so it was okay with me then because this was part of the way God wanted me to be. So, I dated a lot of girls between the ages of 15 and 25 when I met my first wife and had a son then by 26.
But, all of this sort of thing starts with making friends with yourself and God and the angels to begin with.
Also, for me, my parents from the time I was 6 to 12 years old were head ministers of a church in Los Angeles. My mother conducted about 300 funerals during this time and I was around when my parents counseled people a lot who had problems and many people who were dying. So, I learned to help people solve their problems through this. So, girls that I met wanted me to help solve their problems and so I always tried to help them like my parents always did. So, this way I met a lot of girls and women and helped them solve their problems and several of them fell in love with me along the way until I was 25 and met my first wife and had a son. It wasn't that women stopped falling in love with me at 25 it's that I had to support my wife and son instead of meeting and dating a lot of women.
Recently, my youngest daughter said to me: "So, you needed counseling in your 20s didn't you?" And I said to her: "Yes. But, I didn't get it until I was in my mid 30s because I couldn't afford it then."
Her philosophy is that "Either all religions are right or they are all wrong" which basically means she is an agnostic. I try to tell her that she is intuitively gifted like all my children but she doesn't want to listen to this because she's an artist (and when she was 17 won a 30,000 dollar scholarship to an art college).
Obviously everyone uses their gifts differently. I likely wouldn't be the way I am now if I hadn't had a concussion around age 9 rock climbing with my father which forced me to become very intuitive or die basically between 10 and 15 years of age. At 9 or 10 I was headed towards becoming a scientist because I was witnessing people dying like flies in my parents church because they wouldn't go to doctors (sort of like Christian Scientists).
But, then I got a concussion and all I had to turn to was God because my father wouldn't allow me any medicines for what I was dealing with. So, all I had was mind over matter to survive my seizures. Also, he wouldn't let me tell anyone in our family (beyond my mother and He) about my seizures. So, it was a secret to all my family beyond my mom and Dad.
So, once again if you don't make friends with yourself you could die like I almost did at 2 from whooping cough and from seizures and a concussion from 10 to 15 years of age.
Everyone is dealing some with traumas from their childhood of different kinds. At some point we all need help making some sense of our lives before we die from our traumas of childhood and young adulthood.
By God's Grace
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