How is this possible?
I believe at this point that many "science Fiction" writers are actually writing about there own experiences with others in the past, present and future. I came to this realization in 1998 and in 1999 when I was changed by my near death experience.
Before this my father had died in 1985 which threw me into "middle aged Crazy" when I was 37. It resulted in my divorce eventually in 1994 from my 2nd wife and then I remarried in 1995 and had another daughter. But, I spent the next 13 years from 1985 until 1998 and 1999 in an awful state.
What happened during my near death experience?
I realized that I ONLY live by God's Grace and that worrying about dying wasn't useful at all. Instead I changed completely into a new and different person that is grateful for each moment of life with my wife and friends and children and nature and God. I have been this new person since I recovered from almost dying for 7 to 9 months time.
Then in Fall of 1999 I took my mother and older daughter (then 10) and my mother was 82 to Scotland where her parents grew up before returning to the U.S. where they were each born, (my grandmother in Philadelphia and my grandfather in Boston) My grandmother was born in 1888 in Philadelphia and raised after 11 or 12 in Clydebank near Glasgow until she grew up and married my grandfather who was from Ayr in Scotland which is relatively near Glasgow, Scotland.
After my near death experience of passing out over and over again from not enough oxygenation caused by my heart virus (which is what kills most people when they panic when this happens) I survived mostly because Angels had come to me to tell me that "You are not going to die! Your life will get better now!"
They repeated these two sentences over and over again until all the cells in my body believed them. This is what actually saved me to still be writing for you now all these years later.
By God's Grace
What I'm saying to you is that "I only live each moment by the Grace of God"
by God's Grace
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