I don't really write science fiction at all. Most of what I write I have found to be true over time

How is this possible?

I believe at this point that many "science Fiction" writers are actually writing about there own experiences with others in the past, present and future. I came to this realization in 1998 and in 1999 when I was changed by my near death experience.

Before this my father had died in 1985 which threw me into "middle aged Crazy" when I was 37. It resulted in my divorce eventually in 1994 from my 2nd wife and then I remarried in 1995 and had another daughter. But, I spent the next 13 years from 1985 until 1998 and 1999 in an awful state.

What happened during my near death experience?

I realized that I ONLY live by God's Grace and that worrying about dying wasn't useful at all. Instead I changed completely into a new and different person that is grateful for each moment of life with my wife and friends and children and nature and God. I have been this new person since I recovered from almost dying for 7 to 9 months time.

Then in Fall of 1999 I took my mother and older daughter (then 10) and my mother was 82 to Scotland where her parents grew up before returning to the U.S. where they were each born, (my grandmother in Philadelphia and my grandfather in Boston) My grandmother was born in 1888 in Philadelphia and raised after 11 or 12 in Clydebank near Glasgow until she grew up and married my grandfather who was from Ayr in Scotland which is relatively near Glasgow, Scotland.

After my near death experience of passing out over and over again from not enough oxygenation caused by my heart virus (which is what kills most people when they panic when this happens) I survived mostly because Angels had come to me to tell me that "You are not going to die! Your life will get better now!"

They repeated these two sentences over and over again until all the cells in my body believed them. This is what actually saved me to still be writing for you now all these years later.

By God's Grace 

What I'm saying to you is that "I only live each moment by the Grace of God"

by God's Grace

I don't write Science Fiction

What do I mean by this?

I write of experiences that I have actually had. Being an intuitive is in some ways being like everyone else except you have senses that you had to develop in order to survive.

When I walk around human beings what I experience often is that so many people are gifted but didn't HAVE TO develop their gifts in order to survive to adulthood. So, what it's often like for me is to see people with handcuffs on their hands and feet so they are from my point of view "crippled" in some ways. So, it is normal for me to feel very sorry for most people.

Whereas I suffered a lot as a youth and young person because if I hadn't accessed my deep gifts I would have died and this is obvious to me. I didn't even want to believe in God, "I HAD TO BELIEVE in God to even survive to age 15."

So, invoking God to come into my body with me at 15 was an actual real experience for me but the consequences of actually doing this were sort of like what prophets in the Bible speak of their experiences. So, until I was 30 I was sort of scared at having the overwhelming experience of God living in my body with me. Supernaturally alone this was beyond anything I had ever imagined at any point in my life.

For example, a friend of mine didn't understand fully what was happening to me then. And he wondered what was happening with me at age 21 when we started rock climbing and climbing mountains together starting with the wire at Half Dome in Yosemite.

What I said surprised him. I said, "Of Course women fell in love with me a lot. But, they weren't falling in love with me. They were falling in love with God inside of me. I knew this at the time."

This wasn't what he expected to hear from me. But, this was my experience of all this because my  physical appearance changed a lot after I invoked God to live in my body with me at age 15  during the next 3 months.

So, he was surprised to hear this. I likely couldn't have had a conversation like this then because life was just too overwhelming all the time for me then. It was nice so many women fell in love with me but also sort of confusing for me to deal with at the time because I knew they were falling in love with God that I had invoked into my body and not really me. So, psychologically at 16 and 17 this was very confusing for me until I just melded with God and became one with God until there was no separation between us in my body. Then things worked more smoothly by the time I was 30 to 32. I figure Jesus likely experienced something like this too. But, it's hard to say in the end.

ON the Cross Jesus said, "Eloi, Eloi Lamasabucthani." which means "My God (plural), My God (Plural) How thou hast glorified me!" in Aramaic his native language. He was also called Yesu or Yeshua in Aramaic as well.

The point I'm trying to make here is that God is beyond human conception. There is no way for a human being to fully intellectually understand God. But, it is possible to FULLY Experience God!

By fully experiencing God 24 hours a day it permanently changes a person in how they think and function here on earth and beyond.

By God's Grace