How God made me an Angel Portal into this world

 I can be scared at all the changes or I can just accept that God made me a portal through which his angels come and go into earth's environs.

What's it like to be an Angel Portal?

It began when I was a child and given supernatural abilities. However, God came to me and basically said to me: "You are too powerful to be left to your own devices so we are going to make sure you are useful to mankind so we don't have to kill you."

This is basically what I understood as a child regarding my supernatural gifts that God had given me.

So, by the time I was 15 I begged God to come live in my body with me so I wouldn't die.

God did this and so I never had another concussion caused seizure at night again from the moment I asked God to come live in my body with me.

However, this wasn't easy having God live in my body with me. It would have killed most people to have God actually living in their body with them. I was 30 years old before I was comfortable with this.

But, I must be made of stronger stuff than most people because I survived all this and am still alive at 75 still having God living inside of my body with me. I guess I have been somewhat of an angel portal since I was 15 years old because of this. 

But, I would say I became a FORMAL Angel Portal when I accepted this role as an adult at age 21 or 22 years of age.

By God's Grace

What's it like to be a living Angel Portal?

 Some people are very gifted and use their gifts in responsible ways before God as God intended.

Other do not do this and often wind up dead from being estranged from both angels and God.

Is this Fair?

I don't think in this particular context this is a useful question. Why?

It's sort of like this. Angels are like Seat belts in a car. If you don't have them when you need them you are dead. That's the truth!

So, being a living Angel Portal is likely something that God hoped I would be my whole life. So, when I became an angel portal starting at age 21 this was a new experience for me to make a stand in my life where I would always live with the angels here on earth until I could go to heaven. So, living in heaven on earth was my choice and the Angels accepted me as another Angel in all or most ways depending upon the view of individual angels who stayed by me all these years.

Note: The angels just came to me and said, "That's not true. We ALL believed in you, Fred."

Often the angels that surround us are relatives that loved us but have passed away from earth and become angels. 

By the way, most people become angels. It is very few people indeed who do something else when they die.

However, I worry for people who don't believe in God and Angels because how can you go to heaven if you don't believe in Angels in the first place?

Because when they come for you what are you going to say? "I don't believe in you so I'd rather just suffer as a ghost forever here on earth?"

This is kind of the way this really works folks whether you believe it or not. It's scientific not fairy tales in the end.

By God's Grace

This all works sort of like a cars engine works in a very mechanical scientific way.

But, in the end you are perfectly free to be a ghost when you die if you wish.