Writing

People write for all sorts of reasons. I mostly write to understand myself and the universe better. When you are intuitively intelligent like I am you know things often before other people do. So, you cannot always ask them about what you know because they aren't there yet. Often you instantly figure things out that others might not understand in a  whole lifetime of struggle. So, by writing I'm creating a situation often where one part of me in one time can speak to another me in a future or past time and the two of us can "Have a Conversation" about some understanding we both have.

My wife is very intuitive too. But, she was much less certain of her intuitive gifts when I first met her. Like for example, she knew she had to move from where she was and sell her home and buy a home nearer where she would meet me in 1992 and 1993. Then when she met me in 1994 she thought I was married to someone else but I wasn't because I was in the middle of an awful divorce. So, it was very difficult to get her attention because she wasn't going in the right direction to think I was single at the time. So, finally a co-worker of hers said to her, "Hey! Freds' going through a hell of a divorce. You ought to go out with him." So, she finally realized what was going on and realized I was the one she had moved to meet. However, Instantly when I met her I realized God had sent her but it took her 2 months to realize that I was the one because she believed I was married. But, I hadn't lived with my ex by then for 3 or 4 months or more already and was in the process of a really bad divorce.

So, being as "instantly intuitive" as I am often there is usually no one like me where I know things instantly often that might take people a whole lifetime to get. So, because of this it is very likely that I am a "Living Buddha" and a Tibetan Tulku because they are like this too where they just know everything about a person just walking by them immediately. No words need to be spoken.

But, if people walk up to me expecting me to be this or that often I'm something different than they think. And if people think I should be one thing and I appear to be another they might be scared. But, I find being unpredictable is the safest way to be. Because people know not to mess with you on any level when they cannot figure you out.

I'm very tall at 6 foot 5 and sometimes that scares people because they might think I'm going to pick them up and throw them across the road or something but that's not me. Unless someone attacked me I wouldn't do that. And besides that I'm much more supernaturally potentially scary than I ever am physically. But, I have taken vows not to kill anything unless it is in self defense too. So, I lead with intuitive Compassion always. I'm a gentle giant unless I absolutely need to be something else.

If I were to describe what I am likely it would be "A Planetary Protector". In other words one who protects whenever possible the life waves of earth being born and passing on whenever possible.

By God's Grace