There is an ancient Chinese Curse, "May you live in interesting times".
One might think that living in interesting times would be a good thing especially if you are an American where interesting things seem to happen all the time.
However, from an ancient Chinese point of view the word "interesting" means usually, warfare, famines, floods, droughts, warlords killing everyone, etc.
So, from an ancient Chinese point of view boredom is preferable to mayhem.
But, my life in the 1950s was boring growing up in the Saint Germain Foundation. My life started to get interesting around 10 to 15 years of age. But, that interesting part almost killed me. So, I got used to living life on the edge by almost dying from age 10 to 15.
I think having to face my own death every day from about age 10 to 15 sort of changed me. A lot of times it was like living in a horror movie having to deal with Auras and Seizures at night when I didn't expect them to occur.
So, when I asked God to come into my life and body and he did and all my seizures immediately stopped permanently when I did this at age 15, I was really a changed person from having God live inside my body with me.
Often, I want to compare my life to other people's lives. That doesn't work. Like one of my friends once said, "There is no one like you, Fred. Because I don't know anyone who has had experiences like you have had growing up."
Is this a good thing or a bad thing?
I think being scared to death by God and then being saved by God over and over is a Good thing!
What do you think?
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