When you remember as many past, present and future lifetimes as I do

I found myself watching: "On a Clear Day you can see Forever(1970) with Barbara Streisand being reinvigorated because my experience of life is in some ways a lot like the experience of Daisy Gamble in that I also remember past, present and future lives as well.

This greatly changes one's perspective of what life actually is. For example, I also remember times in Heaven Realms both in this lifetime and many others in between lifetimes. So, this is something I understand so my experiences ongoing with Angels is the main reason I'm still alive today (especially since I was 21 years of age). The main reason I chose to stay alive rather than to take my own life from traumas I had to endure growing up was because I realized I could stay in Heaven living with angels here on earth and I would be okay. 

However, it is also true that my experience of reality is much different than most other pcople on earth because I have these memories and ongoing experiences with angels.

So, I feel very sorry for people who don't have my experience of life. Because without experiences like mine one might feel very terrified to be alive here on earth without angels to help and guide them like they have always guided me. 

My connection with the angels is the main reason I'm still alive since 1969 when I was 21. Without this connection I would surely be gone long ago.

However, God insisted I stay alive through whooping cough which almost killed me in 1950 until my angels saved my life. 

Likewise, the concussion and ongoing seizures at night from age 10 to 15 years of age would also have killed me by trauma without God and angels constantly showing me how to stay alive here on earth.

Archangel Gabriel and other Archangels also insisted that Earth needed me to stay alive which was true. My staying alive resulted in the Galactic Sentience choosing to save earth from holocaust in 9-11 which is what killed 5 billion people on the first timeline. My going to the Galactic Sentience a soul relative of mine caused the 2nd timeline where people didn't have to die by the billions on 9-11-01 on the first timeline. 

By God's Grace