Tuesday, January 3, 2017

Apocalypse? In most people's lives this is Divorce with or without children and the deaths of loved ones

Apocalypse in most people's lives is divorce and death. This is what it really is. For example, my father's death when he was 69 (I was 37 at the time and a father to my son and a stepfather to my wife's children from a previous marriage. But, I was completely unprepared for my father to die. It took me from 37 to 50 when I almost died myself for 8 months with a heart virus to come to terms with my father's death. It caused me to divorce my second wife because I wrongly blamed her for my father's death because she kept speaking against him after his death and I became enraged and very passive aggressive whenever she did this. I don't think she realized how devastated I was until at least 10 years later when her own father died and she was also completely unprepared for what that did to her life either. She just had no idea at the level of suffering and confusion I was going through.

So, what is Apocalypse? In most people's lives it is divorce and death, because if there ever was an actual apocalypse everyone would be dead. So, there would be no one left to remember it here on earth. But, I personally believe apocalypse the way religions talk about them is just a wish for death among people personified in a  group suicide fantasy. I think any talk of apocalypse is just an insane wish for death (a group suicidal thought). The problem is Trump might believe his death and the death of all life on earth is the same thing just like many cult leaders do  around the world right now.

So, hopefully he doesn't see Nukes as a wish fulfilling jewel of some sort.

In other words hopefully suicide of himself and all of us isn't a fantasy he plans on living out during his presidency.

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