Trying to make sense of a Past Life

It is now 1 year later after this difficult experience. As I tried to track down what life was telling me through these experiences I found it very very difficult to deal with because I was already dealing with a burst appendix. But then, something even weirder happened and I realized my doctor who performed the Laproscopic operation on my burst appendix (who was appointed by the Emergency room at the Mt. Shasta Mercy Hospital to do this operation was someone I knew in another lifetime.

At first I thought she was my wife then because I couldn't make sense of it. But then, I realized she was my older brother's wife who was Princess of Serbia because often members of the royal family married to other members of other royal families throughout Europe. So that the Tsar of Russia was literally the Cousin of the King of England at that time. It was a long term way to prevent wars across Europe by having everyone related.

So, when I initially thought I was my brother, my mother came to me through time from that era (which is very remarkable in itself) and personally told me: "No. You were Alexei!"

This seemed really crazy to me but who am I to tell a ghost( or likely now an angel) who was my mother in that era that she is wrong? I forgot in telling you all this that almost 100 years has passed since 1917 when we all died. So, it is very likely we all became angels during this time before I reincarnated in 1948. What I find odd is I have multiple incarnations at the same time. For example, I remember one lifetime in Tibet and Nepal happening since around 1840 or 1850 until 1930 while at the same time I guess I was also born in 1904 and lived until 1917. This also would have seemed impossible to me in 1980. However, now I better understand the nature of souls. But, this also makes sense in the context of His Oneness, Meridian, Saint Germain who is also Arcane who is also Francis Bacon, who is also the Saint Francis of Asisi, who is also Merlin and Padmasambhava too. So, all this now makes sense in an entirely different context now I have met the Galactic Sentience who also has learned from his grandfather to incarnate while he is still young to "renew" more and so to stay more youthful as a Creator and leader of the Galaxy this way.

I'm sorry if I shocked some of you who were thinking what I write is science fiction because it is not. But, if you want to see it that way maybe that would be helpful to you for now as well. I am open to that for you to think that for now if it is helpful to you.

Just remember one of the main things this lifetime has taught me: "Truth is much stranger than fiction"

Whenever I forget this something reminds me of this truth once again.

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I added more in the middle here to make it more clear but now the following stopped making as much sense as it did before. So I apologize for that. end note.

Then I realized it was because I was murdered so young in this lifetime in 1917 not having yet turned 14 years of age that it was all still so confused for me looking back even now.

So Now, Life was telling me who I once was because somehow it was important to me and possibly to the world too. This year it is more obvious why it is important but I wouldn't have been able to tell you why 1 year ago I just knew that it was true.

It's pretty amazing the past lifetimes you can become aware of. It is sort of like your soul tells you the lifetimes you need to know about on time at the right time.

However, here is a prayer I use to protect myself and others regarding all this:

"Dear God, Show me what I need to know about any past lifetime I need to know about in this lifetime so my life runs much smoother. I don't really want to know horrific things like being murdered or dying in really awful ways or how I suffered in different lifetimes.

But, please share with me what actually might be beneficial and useful to me in navigating my present lifetime." Amen. Thank you God!

In this way you learn what you need to learn while protecting your body and mind and spirit from horrific things and even insanity that could be the result of experiencing things when you are not ready for them.

But also, you learn when you meet people who they were in your lifetimes in the past, present or future here on earth or on other planets, worlds, heaven realms etc. This gives you some warning about what kind of relationships like friends, lovers, wives, husbands, enemies that you were before and helps you better navigate your relationships with then in the now so your relationship with them and their relationships with you are better and harmonious and more useful to you and to God and his angels inside and outside of time and space.

By God's Grace