In 1980 I began a new writing style

 I had been writing a lot since my cousin died in a car crash when I was 8 years old. Being very intelligent like my father I needed to comfort myself as an only child when my cousin died at 16 years old in Seattle when he ran his car with friends into a house and broke his neck and died right then after he said: "Is every one okay?" But when he turned his head to say that he was dead because his neck was broken.

So, in 1980 when I was 32 years old I had just remarried a lady with 2 kids then and I was raising my son from my first marriage who was around 5 or 6 years old then. I was living in Mt. Shasta and we had two milk goats from the Zen Abbey in Mt. Shasta area, one was an Alpine milker and one was a Nubian Milker. The alpine milk was sort of more like 2% cows milk and the Nubian Milk was more creamy and rich but the Nubian got mastitis so we returned her to the Zen Abbey which cared for 25 or 30 goats or more and they knew how to treat this because we didn't have the money then to pay for vet bills for the Nubian Goat.

One day I walked to Pine Grove Health Food STore near the Cemetary in mt. Shasta then (it's now called Berryvale) and it is the main Health food natural food store like a smaller Whole Foods store sort of in Mt. Shasta now near the Post Office.

But, that day I lived near Lassen Lane and Old Stage Road and had walked to Pine Grove to buy food for my family and then walked home. It was a beautiful day and I took a pen and one of the brown grocery bags and started writing in a new style I had never written in before.

I found I really liked what I was writing. It felt good and healing to write what I was writing. 

At the time I thought I was writing Science Fiction using psychological healing techniques I had learned in studying to be a psychologist in my early 20s.

However, by 1998 and 1999 when I believed I was dying at around 50 years of age I realized these were not fiction stories but rather a legendary account of my actual lifetimes in the past, present and future.

At this point I realized just how important it would be to publish these writings in some form for mankind to read so they could better understand the future of the human race, past, present and future on earth and beyond earth. Because we colonize this galaxy and maybe others too in the future.

It might be important to realize too that we are 1/2 ape and 1/2 humanoid alien already and always have been and that we were genetically engineered to serve aliens who had trouble adapting to the microbes of earth and so were never very healthy here. So, they genetically engineered us to take care of them starting likely 65 million years ago or so. So, human beings like us are much more ancient than most people realize already.

And in the future we colonize this solar system and others. It's pretty obvious to most thinking people what is going to happen if we can prevent human extinction.

But, when president Eisenhower bought time traveling flying saucers we have been able to retroactively stop all nuclear explosions except Hiroshima and Nagasaki ever since by retroactively stopping the nuking of cities, countries and the whole planet.

Hopefully, the planet will continue to exist for millions of years more by doing this ongoing.

By God's Grace