When you choose not to drink alcohol at all you are going to be teased like Trump has been in his life coming from an alcoholic family. So, his rage has a lot to do with being the "Responsible one" always and always taking care of all the other members of his family and giving them jobs in his companies. Trump is a CAREGIVER. I can relate to this because I tend to be a CAREGIVER too. I was not doing well until I got married and had a son and had to grow up because I took too many physical risks like Rock Climbing, Motorcycles, Gliders, Hang Gliders, Planes, etc. And sometimes between 21 and 24 dangerous women. So, being a physical risk taker was in place of drinking alcohol and that whole life style.
So, I found this life better for me because I was clear headed ALL the Time. So, though I personally experience more pain than most people who numb out every day with liquor I also understood myself and the world because of my natural scientific and philosophical disposition. So, for me, all this turned out very well as I embarked on a path to full enlightenment regarding ALL wisdom and knowledge around ages 15 to 17 years of age.
This served me well in life and turned me into a very spiritual person with God living inside my body with me (Because I invoked him here) when I was 15 and he came. So supernatural events have followed me my whole life ever since I invited God to live in my body with me at age 15 in an attempt to stay alive and not die from Childhood Epilepsy. So, the moment God fully came into my body my whole appearance changed and demeanor changed but in some ways living with God in your body is sort of terrifying until you get used to it. It took me until I was 30 years of age (15 years) to fully deal with God living in my body with me permanently. But then again I am a very adaptable person naturally. I'm sort of like a chameleon. I could be anything someone wanted me to be if I felt it was useful sort of like an Actor. But, in my case it isn't acting it is just creating harmony in all situations around me. I had a very intense valedictorian Father so I learned early to become the peacemaker in the family more similar like my mother to avoid problems. So, I prefer harmony but I can also get angry when I need to and because I'm 6 foot 5 this usually scares the hell out of everyone not 6 foot 5 inches around.
So, I prefer not to ever have a reason to get angry but my family does controlled anger better than anyone. It's just a Swiss German Trait in my family. I think I'm never more incisively intelligent than when I'm in a controlled anger state about one thing or another.
So, my statement about this is: "Don't just go into a rage do something constructive with your anger and change your whole life and the lives of those around you for the better. And I have.
I'm very lucky. My mother was Scottish and her mother spoke with a Glascow Brogue. So these would be the calm and intuitive side of me. And my father, the intense, extremely intelligent valedictorian is the other side of me. Which in me worked out quite well
By God's Grace
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