I don't like editing

Why?

Becasuse when I write something long it is like cutting the fingers off my newborn child when I try to edit beyond spelling and a little in context.

So, whenever I try to do major editing I really feel screwed.

part of the reason for this is I know I'm channeling from the Akashic records of actual lifetimes of mine and others now in the past, present and future. I didn't know fully I was doing this starting in 1980 until I thought I was going to die in 1998 and 1999 with a heart virus. But, after my wife's mother and stepmother died (likely part of the reason I was sick likely helping them spiritually cope with their transitions) I got better within a month of when my wife's mother died in April of 1999. So, by Fall I took my mother and my then 10 year old older daughter to Scotland (where her parents grew into adulthood) to Clydebank and Ayre and also north to the Cairngorm mountains and up to Inverness and to other northern amazing places in Scotland. (Inverness is where the legend of the Loch Ness monster comes from and I would personally recommend Edinburgh Castle as a "do not miss this place" while you are in Scotland, for example.

So, my writing is often not meant to be edited because the codes within the writing won't be there for those who can decipher them much like the codes from the original Shakespearean Manuscript I believe only one code has been deciphered from it so far the Bi -Literal code and my parents had a copy of this book which describes Francis Bacon as being the illegitimate son (one of two) of Queen Elizabeth the First of England.

So, editing my works is not something I'm really supposed to do in the first place. I know this. So, this means that often my work has an (unfinished) quality to this.

But, since it is a legendary version of the actual past, present and future that my soul has actually lived in time and space maybe it's important for you to know all this.

I don't tend to be afraid of death like most people because after having whooping cough and almost dying at 2 and after having blunt trauma childhood epilepsy and again almost dying, death doesn't seem real to me because I have already experienced it firsthand so many times already. So, I don't have fear of death because of these illnesses at all. But, what I do respect and I guess you could say fear is to some degree being alive because only by being alive do you actually create good and bad an neutral karma. So, this is what I try to be the most careful of to do the most good I can while being in a human physical body here on earth.

By God's Grace