Because, remember when you were a little child and something scared you, and you ran to the safety of your parents arms where nothing could harm or kill you or mess you up in any way because you were safe there.
I saw as a child the ability to run to God in any moment the same way: a place of infinite safety where I would be okay.
Yes. God could come to me and even live in me any or every moment. But, somehow I felt safer being able to run to God any time I needed to.
So, I prayed for the ability to "Run to God!" whenever I needed it. Sort of like our natural Fight or Flight mechanisms inborn in all of us by nature as human beings.
So, imagine my surprise one night when I was alone at a friend's cabin in the desert while going to college I woke up "or thought I woke up and got back into my body from my dreams" but that isn't what actually happened. Instead of actually waking up in my body I wound up stepping out of my body and believing I was still in my body. So, when I walked into the bathroom at about 2 or 3 am in the morning I went to turn on the light switch and my arm went through the wall and I was terrified. Because at that moment I realized I was not in my body like I had thought. I was separate from my body and I was scared in a way I had never been before.
I wracked my brain for the answer trying to calm my thoughts enough not to die in this situation. I finally remembered a book I had picked up and read a little of at the Mythrus (a new age book store in La Jolla) and knew what I had to do. The person experiencing what I had done said to walk back to your body and lay down into it and you will be in your human body again. I did this but as I woke up I was shaking from fear and trauma of having experienced this all alone and 100 miles or more away from anyone I knew.
So, I realized this was just too spooky to stay here experiencing this anymore so I got up and packed my 1966 VW Seablue Bug and drove the 100 miles or so back to Rancho Bernardo to where I was living while going to college.
As I left I said to God, "God you almost killed me! Can't I have a good experience of Soul travel?"
A month or so later God granted my wish. I woke up and sat up out of my body. But this time I wasn't afraid. I looked back at my physical body but because I was still joined by my feet to my waist I was okay with this because I wasn't separate from my body completely. As I looked back at the pajamas and smiling peaceful face of my physical body I saw another me with a truly angelic look on it's face walk in my bedroom door and lay down into my body and then we laid down into my physical body and I said to God, "Thank you God! I finally understand!"
Because I did. God had showed me that night that I had an immortal soul and that my soul survives separate from my physical body. Another person might have just had a heart attack and died from learning this. But, God has made me to Soul Travel and I have ever since.
About 10 years later I realized as a form of further enlightenment that I was already everywhere. There was no effort really like I had believed before to go anywhere because I was already there.
Understanding this made me realize I didn't really need to soul travel anywhere because I was already there. This was the beginning of Real enlightenment for me and understanding that all life I should think of as my children and take care of them and be kind to them and myself always.
Soul Travel is Real.
Our immortal Souls are Real
If we act kindly to life our souls are immortal always.
By God's Grace
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