Non-Ordinary Reality

Because I'm in this medically induced Forced Fast it seems I started to think about the human race down through time. The most common normal non-ordinary reality comes from starvation or near starvation like I am experiencing right now (near starvation).

What happens initially is sort of like having TV stuff in moving glyphs come up through your subconscious that can be either very wonderful, neutral or pretty scary. Because I cannot suddenly end this forced medical fast I think I want to speak about this.

So, almost anything can and does arise up out of your subconscious mind that you have ever seen in your life in real life or even on TV or movies. Mostly just the parts that overwhelmed your senses that as a child or as an adult that you could not rationally or usefully process at the time.

There are many things while we are growing up that make no sense to us at all. So, our minds want to understand (to stay sane) about the world around us so the incongruities of life don't just drive us mad like some we have all seen.

To go through something like what I am now going through successfully you likely need to be very adult and refusing to panic or you need to be a child being told comforting stories of one kind or another that you actually might believe. So, you can explain in some way what is actually happening to you.

Because in this near starvation mode your subconscious mind is the TV, especially at night when you try to sleep. What is real and what is useful becomes in some ways less and less important at night when it is dark. As things come up you can always turn on the lights to snuff out the crazy dreams and visions.

But maybe the most useful thing might be just to realize your subconscious mind is just trying to make sense of what has happened throughout your life since you were born, or before or after you pass away.