Everything that wasn't good or useful died in my since March 27th when my appendix burst that night about midnight.
All the stuck places and suicidal places and confused and unsure places inside me died since March 27th at one point or another.
What is left is sort of like a newborn baby combined with the absolute primalness of a Grizzly Bear, a Gold or Bald Eagle, a Mountain Lion (or you name it).
So, the primal primordial stuff the universe is made from is all that's left of me and everything screwed up or stifled has died and gone away.
So, I'm not the same person at all that I used to be because of this. I still share the same memories as the old me but the old me died to make room for the new me.
And because God did this to me, "I'm just fine with this."
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