For me, when I write something longer it is sort of like a Love relationship. There are one night stands. (Articles) and then there are more committed relationships which might be 2000 to 10,000 to 20,000 words or more. But, there has to be some sort of commitment to get to the really long things that you want to say.
One day it might be an inspiration that you have about something almost anything and then you realize you are in Love with this idea. And this idea might be historical or it could be fiction or it could even be about technology or about inventions you want to invent or see someone else invent.
For me, an important day was the first day I wrote about Arcane. Most of this came on the same day of writing here: I was 32 at the time.
Partial except from
http://dragonofcompassion.com/memories_part_1
Original arcane story 1980 Mt. Shasta White House
I am standing on the banks of a river gazing at an Orange sky and two
suns vaguely showing above the horizon.(added 2013)(The two suns appear
to be along a plane of the horizon. Arcane wasn't sure he wasn't seeing a
mirror image at first even though they both were colored slightly
differently. So, he realized there were two actual suns moving
differently than each other to some degree. As the day went on one
seemed to move upward There are two bluish colored moons in the sky. I
have feeling of being trapped, -- or having been cast out. I am arcane,
the priest warrior of the planet new Deva. I have been captured in a
time traveling battle and cast into a dimension and time with no visible
means of return to my own time and planet. I must get back to my lady
ah ray in --. I must find a way to save her life. I'm searching for some
point some power to help me. I'm searching the whole planet with my
mystical eye. My priestly powers must be prepared so that I can send my
body or at least my consciousness back to Isfahel to accomplish the
necessary task -- to get back to a ray in. I must fulfill the vision of
the Oracle of my planet New Deva.
There are sometimes
opportunities when I can travel through time unaided. I need the special
intersections of time and space. It is very difficult to find these
places and to be there at the right time without an electronic sensor
and there is almost no likelihood that there is even one sensor or
scanner on this planet.
I am listening to the howling of what were once called Wolves but now there is no one still in a human body to call them that anymore here on this planet. I can feel their primitive powerful feelings. I am attracted to such wildness. At first I long to howl with them to release the pain of my torture. But quickly I think of my bride to be Ah Ray In. My resolve and tears firm in my eyes. The wolf creatures call to me with their minds telepathically "Give up. There is no hope for you. You will make a nice supper for us."
"Forget YOU!", I say with my mind. They let out howls of pain from my controlled mind burst. It will not harm them. They will only be confused for a few minutes. It will give me the moments I need to save myself. I wish them no permanent harm if I can survive and live. And I run to the first Power Point that I can find. With the contact of the first Power Point on the high plateau I interface with the power of the planet there and soon I am floating above the ground just as I was trained to as a boy. Miles pass, and I am free from the wolves for the moment at least.
I have finally found in my desperation a strong enough Power point to
enter into the entire grid system of the planet, the orange star in the
two moons and all the Power point's that can help save what is left of
arcane. I reach out and touch the outer aura of the planet with my soul.
I sense the force fields that had been placed on this planet by an
ancient civilization. I also sense of force fields that are put here to
prevent my escape back to my own planet and dimension. I summon the old
ones of this planet and they tell me of all the wondrous qualities and
ways of being of this planetary dimension. They tell me of
civilization's past and of the city of the spheres.
The old
ones of the planet no longer have physical bodies and can't be seen by
beings not trained in the priestly sciences. But luckily my training
included communication with angels and guardians.As children we were
tested for intuitive gifts. Since I tested off the charts I was
recognized as a world saver. I was trained from age 6 to help all beings
and to protect my planet from external or internal harm.
By
projecting my consciousness into the earth I find sphere nodules.They
are various sizes but the ones that draw me most are 8 to 15 feet in
diameter. I sense wisdom there that might help my planet survive. Inside
one of these nodules I will find the answer I seek. Of this I am
certain. As I reach further with my spirit I connect with the remaining
old ones of this planet. I'm in luck they are good. The ones that remain
and live on throughout time and space will guide me and help me.They
have prayed long and powerfully for someone like me to come to earth. I
call out the name of Eridian. I have a natural affinity with him. At my
call he comes and tells me of the thought picture to hold in my mind as a
key to bring a green sphere which will transport me to where I need to
be. I am becoming a part of this planet. It is the price that I must
willingly pay to save ah ray in. The planet is becoming like a friend or
a stepparent to be loved, cherished, learned from and blessed by my
ideas and cultural traditions even as I am changed by the planets love
and wisdom for me. I have been adopted as a priest instrument of earth.
As the sphere green comes I feel it's power and its majesty. It envelops
me and as I stand and then sit cross legged in the posture of Earth
yogis I am transported to the sphere city in a style that I could very
easily become accustomed to. From the vantage point of the sphere I can
see what the sphere city was on land and under the land. It was a truly
beautiful and magnificent work of functional art that the Present spirit
beings lived in when they still had physical bodies.
Soon we
moved under the ground to where the city now physically abandoned was
once inhabited. There is no entrance. We simply moved through rock
somehow. The sphere I travel in has the capacity to move through solid
objects with no damage resulting to me or to the sphere. As the cavern
of spheres becomes visible the many interlocking crystalline spheres
fill my being with the majesty and power of the beings that once lived
here in human bodies. Many thousands of years before the inhabitants of
this planetary dimension had turned into light " pure energy soul forms"
as a result of millions of years of evolution. As I disembark from the
green sphere nodule.I thank it as it is sentient and hasn't had a
physical rider for thousands of years.
This is the first planet
on which I have been permitted to enter into a domain of once physical
beings who have now turned into light. I have seen into the light plane
of being on my home planet New Deva. But I was not permitted to enter in
with my soul. It can be disorienting to a humanoid to spend more than a
day there as humanoids have a tendency not to come back from light
dimensions if they stay longer than a day. Many priests of new Deva used
to drop into a lifetime of physical catatonia and bliss after entering
some of the light dimension's there with their consciousness.
I
am entering the first golden room as a guest of the old ones of the
planet. In the room are gathered nine of the old ones of the planet in
their ghostlike light forms. They begin to instruct me as they wish the
condensed knowledge of their planet to be carried throughout the Galaxy
and beyond by my soul DNA. Through the Darshan of my Earth blessed aura I
will be an emissary of the Enlightenment of Earth wherever I go in all
my lives in whatever time I embody.
From each of the nine
elders a ray of green light or fire comes to my forehead. At first it is
somewhat painful to experience as the frequencies of my neurons are
different than the thought patterns that were used on this planet. But
the light elders are considerate of me and don't destroy my mind,
neurons, or brain. Even though the old ones don't have physical bodies
anymore they still respect the other life forms who do. In time I become
accustomed to what they are giving me and I become first at peace with
it and then at one with it. The new consciousness is creating new ways
of perceiving the universe. I kneel to pray and give gratitude to the
creator of the universe for the blessings of this empowerment. I have
been trained since childhood for such a moment. But I wasn't sure it
would ever come. I know in my heart and soul my enemies could never
stand against me now. I know that now I am more than a man but my
responsibilities to all living things have grown also.
Eridian
Speaks." Now you're ready to come into our most powerful of Power points
which will transport you to any realm you wish to go.
As we
walk down the corridor my perceptions of reality are very unusual for I
see through the walls and have the senses of the beings that once lived
on this planet. I have the feeling of walking on a cloud and having eyes
in every pore of my skin. As I walk toward the main mystical Power
point of the planet I am very reverent and respectful to the thousands
of unseen spirits. My inner spirit has been changed. Soon we reach a
room filled with all the stars at night like a planetarium. In the
center of this seeming planetarium is a blue fire as tall as I am. It is
sentient and a wing or arm of fire reaches out lovingly like a powerful
parent and grabs my consciousness. I am burned by the experience. I
sense that submission is the only way to survive. The blue light
increases it's power until I must merge or die so I merge. Within the
center of the blue fire is a green fire which is the mate of the Blue
fire. Now the fires merge. The fires now turn into a sphere of green and
blue.
As I come into the green and blue sphere of the center
of this Power point I begin to see in all directions. I see all the
planets I have touched and all the beings I have the never known. I see
both the beings I considered good and the beings I considered bad. I
also see all the beings in between. I feel the compassion of the old
ones of this planet for all sentient life everywhere and now I can see
even those beings that I had thought of as evil were just out of touch
or disconnected from their true selves. Their need is to come into the
oneness or self-destruct so their energy can return to the oneness. And
because of their impact upon my home planet new Deva I must assist them
soon to one or the other before they destroy my people -- my life wave.
For the goodness of life must go on and the evil in life must destroy
itself -- must cease to be.
From within the center of my being
the old ones tell me that I now contain all the knowledge of their
planet Earth that one man can hold. They tell me all this knowledge is
now contained within me -- within cells of my body and within my soul
dna that will incarnate in other bodies once I lay this body to rest--
and that I as an Atom in the body of their planet will now go forth to
bless the universe with their wisdom. They tell me that any time I wish
to come back I need only think of them and I'll be back with them to
learn more or they will come to me to help and protect me and mine. As I
begin to leave I am grateful with words that none can say.
NOW IS THE TIME FOR GOOD BEINGS TO COME TO THE AID OF THEIR UNIVERSE
Introduction to Elohar by Eridian
As I stand up to leave the sphere Eridian asks me a question. "Would
you like to see your future lives here on Earth?" I said, "How is that
possible Eridian? No humanoid bodies are allowed here without breaking
Galactic Law!" "Your future lives reside in Earth's past."
I
asked again. "How is it possible that I arrive here now and then
incarnate in Earth's past?" Eridian said, "Souls are not limited the way
most beings think. God creates past, present and future but time really
doesn't exist, Arcane. So God has us incarnate in the past, present and
future or the future, the present and the past or the present the
future and the past or whatever combination that God and the soul as one
need to do. Some souls only incarnate once but some souls incarnate an
infinity of times. It depends on the nature of the soul, the need of the
soul, and the need of God for that soul. Would you like to see some of
your future lives in Earth's past?" "Yes, I would like that Eridian.
Thank you for the opportunity." I said. "Follow me then Arcane." Said
Eridian.
Following behind Eridian I felt in awe and soon we
came to a blue green sphere of ominous power. Eridian said something in
an Earth language and the sphere opened like a mouth to encompass me.
This is a sentient sphere and as I'm taken inside it is like a friend, a
lover or a nursemaid in it's relationship to me. Soon I hear music and I
hear a young mans voice speaking the following poem.
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